Twisted

Chapter 10

I panicked. My eyes just widened as big as they could get. I looked back once at Rick who also looked as if he was going to shit his pants. Considering silence is peaceful, this silence was very much intense. I stood there not giving Negan any eye contact until I heard his steps come closer to me.

" And why did you think this was such a good idea sunshine?" He smirked lifting my chin up, so I can look at him, with his finger. I just struggled to let out an answer and just as I was about to speak Rick butted in.

"You can't control where she goes, it's her choice Negan." Rick points at him. Negan looked sharply at Rick after that comment. He made dramatic eye contact with him then let go of me at the same time.
"And who are you to give orders to me on how I take care of MY people should I ask?" He raised his voice with aggression yet still had a little smirk on his face. Rick just looked at the ground wiping his sweat off his forehead with his hand not even bothering to answer Negan back.
"Thought so.." Negan said letting out a huge sigh.

Silence was all we had left until Negan slowly walked over to Rick. He waited till Rick looked up at him to finally speak.
"So by how you are reacting about this one girl I assume you two know each other a little too well don't you think?" He stroked his beard waiting for Ricks response. "She was... Luna was my ex.." Rick stutters taking one quick look at me to reassure telling him was fine and I nodded.
Negan took a step back and just laughed for a whole 10 seconds near.
"You two seriously had a thing before this shit happened?? Wow I'm so shocked use both are still alive." He smiled looking at me to Rick again.
I haven't said anything in a while so it was my turn to finally speak.

"Are you happy now that you know we were a thing?" I sighed regretting to say that.
"Oh my dear Luna, I couldn't give a shit you're both ex's for a reason." I mean he's not wrong but doesn't mean I'd fight him or do anything bad against him.  After awhile, all of Negans people went back into the cars and trucks and it was just left with me and Negan still out in Alexandria.
"So I'll be back next time for my share Rick! Don't you forget." He points at him whilst dragging my arm as he walks to the truck.

"Wait!" I panicked pulling my hand out of his.
"What now Luna." He sighs.
I ignored him and ran straight back to Rick and gave him a huge hug. "I'm sorry" I whispered to his ear still in a hug.
"Don't be sorry." He whispers back letting go of me.
"Hey wait.." Rick says grabbing my shoulder gently. "Take this.." he hands over a walkie talkie in a small bag and places it in my small backpack whilst still checking if Negan is looking which he wasn't.
"Why?"
"Because Incase anything happens or you want to leave again we are here to help, or it could just be to talk." He smiles slightly. I nodded and finally made my way back to Negan.

He didn't even speak to me, he just grabbed my hand and shoved me in the truck.

Later on back in the sanctuary, I woke up back in the same room that I've had since I joined this place. I can't remember getting here though so I must've fell asleep or something. "Great" I sighed and put my head back on the pillow.
Then I heard footsteps come into my room.
"Your plan didn't work huh?" I heard his voice which I knew fully well it was Simon.
"Just leave me alone I want to sleep." I moaned turning to my side. He then came closer and removed my blanket only to realise I just had high wasted pj shorts on with a white tank top.
"Luna I don't care if you want to sleep I want to talk." He admitted which did sound like he meant it.
I just laid in silence waiting for him to speak.
"I may seem of an asshole to you and I'm sorry"

Hang on, did he just say sorry? And admit he was an asshole and probably still is? I just waited for him to speak more.
" I was just so pissed off and I don't know why. Negan gets in the way of things a lot and-"
Before he could finish I interrupted him. "What do you mean get in the way of things?"

He took a deep breath before carrying on, "Oh like every time I speak or plan training which I don't do anymore. He just gets in the way and.."

"What are you implying here Simon?" I turned still lying down to look at him.
"Oh I don't know I'm half asleep right now, I'm probably speaking nonsense." He laughed stupidly as I just faced back at the wall closing my eyes.
"Well I'm going asleep." I mutter before relaxing.

Minutes go by and I'm not fully asleep because I can still feel Simons presence still there as he is still sitting on the edge of my bed. However, by my breathing and the fact that my eyes have been closed all this time, he probably thinks I'm asleep. I don't know why he's still here until I felt something. He removed the blanket slowly and placed his hand on my knee. I was so confused but also scared of what will happen next.
He then slowly moved his hand higher and higher until he reached my thigh. I was too nervous to wake up Incase he'd like knock me out and just put me to actual sleep so I just prayed that someone would walk in on this.

He slowly put me on my back and I felt him getting on top of me. I knew where this was going but I didn't know what to do. So I pretended to wake up to see if that'll make him stop but it just made things worse.
"Simon what are you doing??" I freaked as he put his hand on my mouth. "Shhhhh" he whispered finding a blindfold in his pocket and tied it around my mouth so I couldn't speak. I sweated so much. I couldn't do anything because he also tied my hands and the bed frames too.

He then slowly took my shorts off and ripped my tank top off. I kept shaking but he just warned me with the gun next to him. So I just stayed in silence praying to god that he'd send someone coming in this room.
" Ugh I've been waiting for this moment.." he smirked taking my underwear off leaving me in the nude.
I just let out tears without making noises. I knew from this moment I was going to get raped. He then took his pants off and boxers too leaving me with no hope left. The only good thing is that I'm not a virgin but it's still something I completely don't want to do, with him too.

He placed a condom on then spread my legs and let him inside of me. I just let out more tears and at that moment I knew it was too late. I cried that much that I just laid there moving constantly, as he is pushing faster inside of me, just staring at the ceiling. All I could hear is him moaning quietly so no one could hear him. This felt horrible. I felt sick. The fact he's going faster and faster hurt me so bad clearly because it's been since Rick since I've had sex. I just keep wishing this was a dream but it just wasn't.
It hurt that bad that I knocked myself out and fainted. I felt my muscles weakening and my eyes where failing to stay open. Just knowing the fact that..

..I was getting raped.