My Unrequited Love? (Completed)

Unrequited Love 2

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          Why does it painful to have feelings for someone?

It's because when we like someone, we don't exactly know if our feelings for them would be reciprocated. We know that having feelings for someone is so unexplainable. We became happy just by seeing them. Even though we know we will be in pain, we still keep on liking that certain person because like they said, kaakibat ng pagmamahal ang sakit. It's not love if it's not painful.

Akala ko sa babasahing romance novel ko lang mababasa ang mga naramdaman ko ng araw na iyun. Akala ko hindi iyun nangyayari sa totoong buhay.

Kasi...like what is butterflies in the stomach mean? Paano naman magkakaroon ng paru-paru sa loob ng tiyan? Just how?

I was bored that time. Nagtatampo pa ako sa papa ko. I think it's our card day that time? Nakaupo ako nagcecellphone habang nasa harap ng TV. He suddenly chatted me out of nowhere.

Tahimik akong tao. Hindi ako magsasalita hanggat hindi mo ako kausapin. I'm not friendly too. I don't even know  kung paano mag approach ng isang tao. We're not close.

And for him to chatted me out of nowhere? I really don't know.

Me

Oh?

                                         Him
                                        Wala lang miss ko na kadaldalan mo. Joke😂.

Me
Di ako madaldal pag may klase haha pag sa labas lang oyyy.

                                       Him
                                       😂😂😂😂
Me
Ewan sayo!
                
                                      Him
                                      Ayiieehhh...galit na siya😂
Congrats ha😁

Me
Tsk.di ako galit
Galit galitan lang haha
Pero
Thankie😊😇😇😊
Congrats din pala.

                                              Him                         
                                             Hahahah...thank you😁

At that time, I swear i felt that butterflies in the stomach thingy. Nanginginig yung kamay ko habang nagtatype. Hindi ko mapigilang mangiti kahit na bad trip ako ng araw na yun. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Para akong nauubusan ng oxygen habang kachat siya.

Ewan ko. At that time in my grade nine year, a lot happen. In my grade nine year, I didn't know that my feelings for him that I keep on denying to myself started to become clear to me.

Akala ko wala lang yun. Siguro sa dami ko nang nababasang fiction books kaya ganun. Wala lang.

But at that moment on.....

I finally realize my feelings for him.

I got it bad. Really.

I did crazy things na ako lang ang nakakaalam. Ayoko nang alalahanin kasi nakakahiya. Sobrang nakakahiya kung malaman pa ng iba.

I faced palm. I don't want to remember it. It's so crazy. So so so so crazy.

Aish!

Okay. Ako na siguro ang assuming o baliw or what pero what the hell?! Sinong kinikilig when that someone you like hearted your picture on Facebook?!

Like what?

Arrgh!

I don't want to even remember how happy I am! It's so embarrassing!