My Unrequited Love? (Completed)

Unrequited Love 11

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       I don't want to think anything and just wanna rest. Having this kind of situation is draining my mind. I wanna sleep it all. Not to run away, but to just rest for a the mean time.

I don't wanna hurt them but ended up doing it anyway.

Seeing my unrequited love makes it hard for me because I once feel having a deep feelings for him. Seeing that hacker who made me care for him makes my heart ache. That hacker doesn't have anything. Talking to him is like I feel that he's begging me to choose him.

It's just that..... it's hard to choose. Hindi lang puro puso ang dapat na pairalin dito. Feelings, situation and such are needed to be consider.

Mind. I have to use my mind. But it seems like my mind just already gave up on me.

Nasa loob lamang ako ng kwarto ko at nagkukulong. Hindi ko alam kung ilang araw na ba akong ganito. Ayoko silang makita dahil mas nakikita kong nasasaktan ko lamang sila.

What should I do?

Why is it this so complicated?

A call from my phone woke me up. I pick it up na inaantok atsaka bumangon. Sinagot ko ito kahit na unregistered number at hindi ko alam kung sino ang tumatawag.

"Hello?"sagot ko na inaatok at papikit pikit pa.

" Hey you bitch! Guess what? I held your two buys captive and oh, pinabubugbog ko sila. I'm just informing you you know? "

Nawala ang antok ko at nabutan ako ng pag aalala. Ang babae pa namang ito ay hindi nagsisinungaling at isang psycho! Malamang na pinabubugbog niya silang dalawa.

Aish!

" Where are you? "I ask instead of panicking.

" Hanapin mo. "She said it in a sing song at pinatay ang tawag.

I grip my phone tighter because of that.

Kapag pagdating ko dun eh masama ang lagay nung dalawa, sisiguraduhin kong sa ilalim na siya ng lupa maninirahan habang buhay.

I called the same number and she pick it up.

" Anong height mo? Ibibili na kita ng kabaong." saad ko rito na nag babanta.

Hindi na siya nakapagsalita pa dahil pinatayan ko na siya ng tawag.

Hanapin, hanapin mo ako. Psh. Isang lugar lang naman ang meron siyang pwede nitong pagdalahan sa dalawa eh. Sa bahay niya. Siraulo.

Mabilis akong nag ayos ng sarili ko. Tama na muna ang pagmumukmok. Quota na ako sa kakaiyak. Asar.

Humanda talaga sa akin ang bruhildang yun. Tsk.

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