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Twenty seven

Pat's POV

My encounter with Sandra slightly got out of hand. I even said na hindi lang kami magkaibigan ni Agnes. It slipped right out of me and akala ko hindi tatanungin ni Agnes yun. Eh since ayoko nga talaga mag madali and ayoko rin naman i-push yung feelings ko lalo na baka hindi pala kami same page, I lied my way out of it and sinabi ko na lang kay Agnes na what I meant was our relationship was like a sister kind of thing. I know I'm doing it to prevent myself from rushing onto things I shouldn't rush and para hindi masira friendship namin ni Agnes pero nung um-agree sya na para nga lang kaming mag kapatid lang, nasaktan ako. I kinda wished she would disagree, na more than friends talaga kami, na nararamdaman nya rin na there's something more between us, pero minsan talaga no we tend to disappoint ourselves? Na kahit na sine-set mo yung sarili mo sa salitang hindi pwede para di ka masaktan, minsan di mo rin mapigilan hilingin na sana pwede pala.