Apologies Are All I Have
In shame, cries quaking soul of mine.
Guilt suffocates my pounding heart full of desire.
To want you, to want a home,
how is this too much to ask for?
To want you, to want happiness,
how is it that I keep falling short of peace?Underserving of your love, I-
I want your love; in shame
my eyes burn from your tender gaze.
Undeserving of your time, I-
I take your soft affection, often granted.The sun in the trees, mellow golden warmth,
glimmer of colour in rain;
Your light touch against my petal-thin skin,
like a pat on the head of a distressed child, I-
I am not who you need.You need one who pours radiance into you
as you breathe it into me.
A thousand sunflowers would turn to worship you,
yet, you stop at the corner of a dead-end street,
purple hyacinth on asphalt.image: Zac Boca (@zacboca on unsplash). June 20, 2017. Unsplash. https://unsplash.com/photos/NvBeyJJkvPU.
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the gravity that holds me
Poetry"you are my center, you are the gravity that holds me" * a collection of poetry