Fuck Buddies ~xxxtentacion

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Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been writing💗I'm going to try my best to update regularly. Also if you see random changes made to previous chapters it's because I've changed things that don't add up or writing mistakes💗I hope you enjoy.

Jahseh

Me and Jaya come home from school, my mom comes home tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to it 

"Why you always look upset?" I ask looking at her as she puts her bag on my bed

"I don't" she says

I pull her close and look down at her
"What's wrong, you need to start talking to me more, stop hiding things from me"

She sighs

"I just don't want to be vulnerable around you since everything that's happened, I don't even know where we stand, how you feel, what your intentions are....I know nothing" she looks away becoming teary eyed "and those bitches at school just irritate me with their sly comments...I also need to stop being so mean to my mom"

I push her hair behind her ear before pecking her lips "first of all ignore what anybody says, their opinion shouldn't matter, secondly just give me some time to sort everything in my head and figure out what I want" I mumble and she nods

" Also talk to your mom let her know how you feel, just try to be more open"

she sits on my bed and begins taking her clothes off

"Can I have something to wear please" she mumbles facing away from me

I go into my closet and grab her a T-shirt and some shorts, She puts them on then lays in my bed and I join her

I pull her into my arms "I love you" I say quietly and kiss her forehead

"I'm sorry for losing your baby" she sighs

"No don't think like that, it wasn't your fault....plus it might've not even been mine, everything happens for a reason"

She goes into my nightstand and pulls out a blunt

"Can I light this?" She asks and I nod, she sits up with her legs crossed and I just look at her taking in all of her features

The truth is I do want to be with her, I'm just worried... worried that she would hurt me or I'd hurt her, I'm scared to love.

Smoke spills out her mouth and she smiles at me passing me the blunt

I take a couple puffs and pass it back to her letting her finish it

She takes her shorts off and lays on top of me, I then pull the covers over us both

10 minutes later

Her breath hitches as she slowly slides her self down on me

I pull her down to lay back on my chest as my hands snake towards her waist guiding her hips forwards and backwards

"You make me feel so good" she whines against my chest as her breathing increased

The room is filled with her soft moans

"Look at me" I mumble and she sits up looking at me

I pull all her hair up from out of her face and tie it up messily

"You're beautiful"

She smiles placing her hands on my chest for support as she rides

"Take this off" I say pulling at her shirt, she stops moving her hips and slowly takes the shirt off revealing cuts and bruises on her waist and stomach that I hadn't noticed before.

I look at the fresh scars for a while and then looked up at her seeing a tear roll down her cheek as she looked away

"Shhh, it's okay" I say laying her back down on my chest "it's okay"

Her crying was interrupted by her moans as I continued to make her feel good

"F-fuck" she stutters throwing her hips back faster

"Good?"

"So good...I'm gonna cum" she moans in my ear

Her whole body jolts as she rides out her orgasm, her eyebrows furrowed and her mouth slightly open

No matter how she looked, she still looked beautiful to me

Once her orgasm has passed I lied her down so I could reach mine.

Jaya

I rubbed my eyes as I slowly woke up

I looked around and Jahseh wasn't in the bed or in the room

I had fallen asleep straight away after we had sex since I was tired the whole day

I pull the blanket up covering my naked body and Jahseh walks in the room shirtless wearing shorts with paper in his hand

"You okay?" He looks at me and I nod

"I did your homework while you were sleeping" he said putting it in my bag then sitting next to me

He's smart, much smarter then me but that's because I sleep in class most times

"Thank you" I say laying on his chest and he rubs my hair

"I liked that" I mumble

"What?"

"Earlier" I reply "it felt different to all the other times, usually were much quicker and less affectionate" I say playing with my fingers

"I just wanted you to feel good" he says looking at me "you hungry?" He then asks

"Mhm" I hum

"I'll go get you something to eat" he gets up, puts a shirt on and grabs his keys off of the dresser

"What do you want?" He asks "I don't know, you decide" I say switching on the tv and pulling on my shirt he had gave me.

I think somebody is catching feelings😂💗Thank you for reading
-Liyah