Fuck Buddies ~xxxtentacion

5

Okay so it's almost 3am I'm eating oatmeal that I overloaded with sugar and I have school tomorrow🙃insomniac asf🙂✌🏽shorter update again y'all💕

1week later
Jaya

I pull up my pants and flush the toilet then wash my hands, sighing I look at myself in the mirror feeling disgusted with my appearance

I go back into Jahsehs room and lay beside him with my back facing him, I pull my hood up and close my eyes

"Jaya" he mumbles

"Yea" I reply

"What's wrong you've been acting off with me all day?"

"It's nothing" I say and he sighs wrapping his arms around me and burying his face in my neck, he grabs my hand and interlocks our fingers

"You can tell me anything and you know that"

"Okay...but it's nothing " I say shaking a little

"You sure " he says and I take a deep breath

Yeah I'm sure" I nod

My period is a week late and I don't want to tell him because it could just be late for no reason because it does that some times, but we had unprotected sex 5 days ago so I could be pregnant

..but I'm not so I don't know why I'm freaking myself out

He gets up off of the bed and sits in his chair after turning his PlayStation on, he then began talking to all his friends online

I sat there for a while watching him play while I just thought everything through

"Jah im going to the store" I mumble slipping on my slides and a hoodie

"Alright, What you going to get?" He asks looking at me and reaching for his wallet

"Snacks" I mumble and he nods giving me his card

"Jah..I can pay myself" I say and he shakes his head

"Take the card and give me a kiss"

I sigh putting the card in my pocket and then leaned down to peck his lips

"You sure your okay" he says lowly so his friends on the mic can't hear

I nod and force a fake smile before turning around and leaving the room

Once I arrived at the store I went straight up to the counter "Hi...I'm do y'all have any pregnancy tests" I asked the woman at the counter

"Yes we do, you want the cheap one for 1.99 or the expensive one for 8.99" she groans

She's an old lady and looks very stuck up

"The expensive one please" I said thinking I'd get more accurate results she got it from beginner the counter and before handing it to me asked me my age

"I'm 17" I mumble and she shakes her head pushing her glasses up on her face then went to put it back

"Your underage dear" she says

"Please can I just please have the test I really need it" I panic

"You shouldn't be having sex at your age anyway" I refrain from cussing at her and carry on pleading until she let me buy it

I also bought plan b...5 packets

I got back to Jah's  house and heard him yelling at his friends on the mic "Nigga shut the fuck up" he yells then laughs after

He looks at me then pushes his lips out signaling for me to kiss him so I do before rushing into the bathroom with the test

"I followed the directions carefully and waited for 10 minutes for it to develop as I paced back and forth around the bathroom

I picked up the test and look closely

I start to panic my heart begins thumping against my chest as tears stream down from my eyes

I grab the bag that I got from the store pulling all the plan b pills out, I take all 5 hoping it would cancel out the pregnancy

"Jaya are you okay" I heard Jahseh's voice on the other side of the door

"I'm okay" I said holding my head as it was spinning

"Open the door" he says

I stumble over to the counter to put everything in the trash can before opening the door

"You don't look good are you oka-"

Jahseh

She falls into my arms and I catch her laying her down on the bed slowly

"Jaya" I shake her trying to wake her up

"Jaya wake up please" i start to hear my heartbeat in my head, I check her pulse it was still there but it was slow so I grabbed my phone and called 911

"911 what's your emergency"

"It's my g-girlfriend uh she passed out and won't wake up"

Hope you all enjoyed, what's your thoughts on this chapter and what Jaya did💕and I love all your comments at the moment they're really keeping me going so thank you

-Liyah💕