Fuck Buddies ~xxxtentacion

24

Jaya

I open my eyes slowly and look around the room.

Did he leave?

I sigh sitting up and rubbing my eyes, my wrists stinging slightly.

I look down at them and they're a little bruised from Jahseh holding me down.

My door opens.

"Jaya we gotta go to the hospital your dad collapsed at work" my mom says panicked.

I look at her not really caring after all he's put me through.

"Why are you just sitting there? Get up and get ready we gotta go"

"Do I have to come?" I mumble.

"Of course you have to come, get up now!" She says before slamming the door.

I sigh getting up and pulling on Jahseh's sweatpants and a hoodie he left here.

I put on some socks and slides leaving my room, meeting my mom in the car.

"You look like shit" she mumbles starting the engine.

"Thanks" I shrug.

"I think it's time you stop seeing Jahseh" she says focusing on the road.

"I can do whatever I want with my life" I say quietly looking out the window.

"Jahseh isn't good for you Jaya"

"Dad isn't good for you either or me, all you did was let me get abused my him and you didn't care now you're shocked that I seek validation from Jahseh, you do the same thing with dad, when he's not home you're a completely different person"

She doesn't say anything.

My phone vibrates.

Billie🫶🏼: heyy wanna come over later?
Delivered at 6:00pm

Me: yea sure
Delivered at 6:02pm

We arrive at the hospital, my mom rushing ahead of me while I strolled behind.

I sit down in the waiting room closing my eyes.

I feel so light headed.

My thoughts are interrupted when someone sits next to me.

I open my eyes seeing Jahseh.

He looks at me for a while, his eyes were glossed over with tears.

He had been crying.

"Why are you here?" He mumbles.

I look away from him towards my mom who was looking at us.

"My dad collapsed at work" I shrug.

"Is he okay?" He asks.

"I don't know, he could die and I wouldn't care...why are you here?"

"Uh, ski got shot" he says lowly looking down at his hands.

"What happened is he okay?" I ask.

"Um it happened earlier, things went wrong and it was supposed to be me, but I was with you, he's okay just in surgery at the moment" he sighs.