Past regrets. //A Manjiro Sano/Mikey x Reader story (tokyo revengers)

Chapter 15

Sorry the last chapter was kinda dry but now I'm motivated and I will use my full power! Btw!! I passed my driving lesson finally I can drive the motorcycle! Thanks for your good luck. Let's continue
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Y/n chan really needs therapy...
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Your pov
I can feel myself slowly gaining conscious, I survived? I can feel my body again....but something has changed.. it feels like a long time has passed.. and what's that thing on my hand and side, it's kinda heavy...

I open my eyes and get blinded by the bright lights of the curtains next to me? Im in a Hospital.

So i did survive..

'All this heroic talk for nothing..'
My eyes slowly adjust to the light and I can recognize.. Mikey?
He's holding my hand while laying down with his head resting on my waist.
He's asleep and very pale.. he looks very exhausted and tired..
Seeing him makes me realize how much I missed him, I don't want to wake him up.. I feel like he has done enough while I was asleep in this past time.. I don't even know how much time has passed.

So everyone's safe..
I sigh out in relieve and lay down again.
I look to my right and see fresh flowers and cute get well soon cards.. they look like they got brought by hina and Emma, that's cute. I wonder how they're doing right now..

I'm so relieved, I never would've thought I could see my loved ones again. I can't help but shed a few tears due to relieve and gladness.

I start petting mikeys head and brushing his soft hair with my hands. It feels like he hasn't brushed them for a while.. draken.

"(Y/n)?"
He slowly stands up rubbing his eyes,
"Goodmorning"
I sit up and smile, my heart explodes in happiness,
He looks at me and his eyes widen,
"W-"
Before I was able to say another word he quickly stands up and hugs me tightly making my wound hurt a bit,
I hug him back and start tearing up a bit, I missed his scent and body warmth..

Suddenly I can feel him.. shacking a bit? And his breathe is getting heavier..
"Mikey?"
I caress his wide back with my hands gently and try to lean back but he doesn't let me go,
"I can't loose you"
He whispers under his breathe.
'I can't loose you either Mikey.'
I smile and nod digging my face further into the side of his neck. We sit holding each other for a while and eventually he lets go,

"How's draken and everyone?"
I ask him wiping away my tears,
"You should worry about yourself.."
He says not answering my question,
"I know but maybe this guy who tried stabbing him came back and-"

"What?"

Mikey interrupts me, wait they didn't know.. anything?
"The guy that stabbed me.."
I whisper getting nervous, he's throwing an angry look towards me,
„Did you.. jump infront of a knife?"
He says not believing what he just heard, his expression gets angry and I lean back a bit and look on my hands avoiding his eyes,
‚now that I think of it.. I do sound suicidal...'
„you Need draken.."
I look back up again and his face is furious, his dark eyes pierce right trough me, I quickly look down again,

‚Shit shit shit'

„I tried to fight at fir-„
Before I was able to justify my reckless action I can hear him walking towards the door, I look up and he's standing on the doorframe,
„you shouldn't throw your life away that easily."
He turns around and walks away slowly, I'd run after him but my waist still hurts like hell,
„Mikey.."
Why is he so angry.. I saved draken...
I sigh out and lean back.
That's not how I would've imagined me coming back, but it's my fault.
Sigh.
In a few days my moms death would've occurred. But now it should be alright right?
That's a good thing. I need to contact takemichi.
I grab my jacket which is laying on a chair next to me and search the pockets but for some reasons my phone isn't..
Realization hits me.
I dropped it in the brawl..
'can this day get any worse-'
I start whining,
A sudden a coughing at the door interrupts my sad moment,