Past regrets. //A Manjiro Sano/Mikey x Reader story (tokyo revengers)

Chapter 18-back

Sorry for the late update I got sick but I'm back at track again <3
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The bright white light vanishes and I can find myself laying in my.. bed? I'm already wearing my pajamas? Isn't it like 7pm.. what a nerd i was...

I stand up and start looking around,
'This really is my old room.."
The old nostalgic smell immediately makes itself noticeable.
I inhale deeply one last time and run downstairs, I put on a random pair shoes laying around not caring if it's mine or someone else's and slam the door open running outside, my mothers car isn't parked which means she's working.. I remember she was always overworking herself.

I'm Running somewhere without a proper plan, my brain is shut down but my legs lead me.
I reach into my pocket only to find nothing,
'Right I destroyed my phone in that brawl..'
„Brawl!"
I slow down and stand still to pull up my shirt by a bit to take a look at the scar and it looks..
'Badass.'
I look more intimidating now! This looks dope-
After fancying my scar for a few seconds I start running again,
Slowly I'm getting out of breathe but it seems like I reached my desired location..

‚The river.'
The sun rays of the sunset reflect themselves in the calm water flow but the hill disturbs the view by a bit.
With my adrenaline still pumping I walk towards the grass where i always used to hang out, my legs are starting to shake
'Please be there..'
Slowly I have a small glimpse over the small hill and see a familiar person sitting there, I immediately know who it is.

I walk faster and can see Mikey sitting there deep in his thoughts looking at the river which is dyed orange by the sunsets rays.
My heart starts beating faster and faster and my lips Form an Unbreakable smile,

"Mikey!"

I yell out and he turns around surprised,
I sprint towards him and he tries to stand up but it's too late, I jump onto him causing us both to fall down onto the soft grass.

On top of him I just start clinging onto him putting my legs around his back and my arms wrapped on his shoulders making our body's touch with no space, he sits up pulling me with him and I dig my face into his wide neck.
I can't see his face but I can feel his heart beating faster. He smells so good...

With his left hand around my waist he starts patting my head,
"(Y/n)?"
He says surprised but also calm,
"Did something happen?"
He asks caringly, his caring voice makes me start tearing up uncontrollably,

'Its been hard without you.'

I don't answer, I don't want to whine out so we just sit there in silence, me clinging onto him and him petting me in responds.

‚This is better than any future'

Minutes of silence pass and he doesn't stop caressing me.

‚everyone died even with us doing everything we can.'

I dig my face deeper into his neck.

‚I couldn't even save you.'

Im so exhausted. It's a huge comfort after all this stress to just sit in his arms, I could sleep for weeks like this..
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(Y/n) fell asleep in mikeys arms.
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Slowly I gain my conciseness.. I try opening my heavy eyes and notice how the sky turned dark.

'It's night? How long did i sleep and where am I-'
With a small panic i force my eyes fully open and see Mikey above me? I look to the left and Right
'He's carrying me?'

"(Y/n)?"
He looks down at me while continuing to carry me in a bridal style holding me close to him ... I can feel his warmth and slow heart beat .. Hes carrying me so effortlessly it's impressive, sometimes I forget he's like super strong...

Before I'm able to ask him what happened he starts speaking,
"You Fell asleep.. you were exhausted, i Couldnt bring myself to wake you up but I Made plans to go to the spa with draken and takemitchy before the ceremony so I figured out to just bring you with us!"
He smiles at me and then looks forward again,

'The spa?..

WITH MIKEY?!'

My head turns red like a tomato and i start struggling with my arms and legs to escape his close grip onto my body,
"Huh-"
He mumbles surprised and i finally manage to stand up onto my feet,
Thoughts fill up my Brain ... not very innocent thoughts either...
'Stop Brain!'
I put my hands on my head and try to shake off those thoughts but they keep coming,

"Whats wrong?"
He questions me with his eyes wide Open being clueless about what he just said,

With my head still burning red i look to the side to not face him, I hear him taking a step towards me and I quickly stretch my arms infront of me in panic to keep the distance and Shake them along with my head,

"N-no you go alone.. I'll go home im sleepy anyways and I need to do homework a-an-"
Before I was able to Continue his big hands softly grab my wrists and puts them aside,
I gasp and look up only to find him close to me,
My adrenaline is pumping and my head is getting hotter and hotter with each second passing.
He touches my forehead and his expression changes from surprised to overly worried,

"Don't you feel well? What's wrong (Y/n)"
He asks me pulling me closer slowly making me face his deep black eyes,
"NOthing is wrong-"
I try to create distance but his strong grip keeps me close to him,

I gulp and start looking down
"I-it's just... us going to the spa together..."
I stutter embarrassed and slowly look up,

"Heh..."

'Wha...'

I look up and can see Mikey looking at me with a wide bright smile, almost as if he's teasing me..

'You did this on purpose!'

"What else am I supposed to think?! Your'e such a-"
Before I could continue he pulls me forward and kisses me, interrupting my sentence.

Under the night sky we stand and kiss. His hands are slowly wrapping around my waist pulling me closer and closer to him until our chests touch, it feels so good..our hearts sync.
I dont want it to end.. it makes me forget about everything that happened. I just want to run away.

„Mikey..."
I slowly pull away from his lips and whisper,
„You have to go.."
He lets out a small groan and presses his soft lips against mine again.. it continues for a few second until I eventually turn my head,
„Oi!"
He pouts
„No Mikey you have your meeting with takemichi!"
I pout back and take a step back, he hesitates to  put his hands back but eventually he gives in,
I cant help but giggle,

„Have fun at the spa Mikey!"
I giggle and take a few steps back ready to turn around,
„We will continue this!"
He says pouting puffing his cheeks up like a little child,
„Yes yes!"
I blush and turn around,
I feel his eyes on my back following me until I turn around the corner,

"Should I accompany you? What if you get kidn-"

"No!"
I interrupt him and start walking faster

‚I love you Mikey...'

I can slowly see the form of my house.
Members of Touman keep passing me and Its louder than usually around this time, their gathering somewhere.. should I follow them?...

"(Y/n)?"
I feel a light tap on my shoulder which pulls me out of my thoughts, i quickly turn around and see

"Chifuyu?!"
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I haven't written for a long time I need to get back to it! Correct me and I'll be happy snout feedback how I can make my writing better<3