Jaemin's POV:
"Where are you going? Let's go back"
I tried to hold Ryujin's hand to stop her but she keeps on pushing me away. We're already 5 meters away from the venue and all I can do is to follow her since she's not listening to me
She was about to cross the street. She didn't noticed a car approaching her way. Luckily, managed to grab her before something bad happens
"Come to your senses Ryujin-ah. You almost got hit by a car" I worriedly asked while shaking her shoulders when she suddenly pushed me and looked at me with her mad eyes
"And now you care about me?" she laughed sarcastically
"What are you saying? I always care about you" I tried to hold her but she stepped back
"If you always care about me then why did you left me that time?" she shouted to my face
I was taken aback because of her shout. This is the first time that she raised her voice at me
"I'm sorry, something hap---"
"I could've answered his call..."
The tears started to fall from her eyes. All her anger vanished. All you can see from her eyes right now is sadness and pain
"I could've saved Beomgyu if you didn't left me that time"
She stepped closer to me and grabbed my collar
"It's your fault"
She started sobbing on my chest
"W-Why? Why do you have to leave me that time? I can't understand" she started punching my chest weakly while asking that question to me
"I shouldn't have wasted my time meeting you that day..."
She looked at my eyes and smiled weakly while tears are coming out from her eyes
"Because I thought you're going to choose me over her but I'm wrong..."
"I know that she needs you but can you please think of me too? I need you too"
If only you knew...
I always think of you. Every seconds
She turned her back against me and wiped her tears
"I shouldn't have expected that much from you"
I disappoint her again
She was about to walk away when I spoke
"Let's fix this" I said
"Fix yourself first" she answered before walking away
The tears started to fall from my eyes as I watched her disappear
I'm sorry, Ryujin-ah
I badly want to explain you everything but your mind was too clouded to understand my explanation. And also, I don't think this is the perfect time to tell you my explanation
For some reasons, I started looking back to the time when everything was still okay. When she's still smiling brightly whenever she see me unlike now where all you can see from her eyes is madness and sadness whenever she see me
We used to be so happy before
Where did everything went wrong?
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Ryujin's POV:
"Are you sure you're not going to ask for his explanation?" Sunwoo asked while we're eating
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Dream High (On-Going)
RomanceShin Ryujin is known as a troublemaker. Everything has changed after she lost her mom who died in a car accident. She later on met Kim Ji Eun who looks exactly like her. She found herself joining Dream High Academy, the most prestigious school in th...
