13. happy pills, sad life

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i should be happy
the tiny pill should be enough
scientifically I should be better

but i still feel empty
the void pointlessness stayed
i feel fucked up
permanently damaged

but this time I am my own undoing
no longer can i blame it on depression
or being used and abused

so i'm forced to face the music
but i'd rather sink

-lana jane

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