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i read for fun
what started as a hobby
became an addiction
soon it was my only friend
the one thing i could rely on most

later as i read
i felt only green with envy
more so than the trees, the snakes
it was an unnatural feeling

it hurt to read
to know the fantasies
i could be living
but will never, and could never

looking up
and seeing not faeries
but emptiness and disappointment
louder than a plane
quieter than a mouse
lonelier than a ghost

soon my escape
led to my destruction
if i could not live these lives
than i shall not want to live

-lana jane

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