His Baby

~ Chapter 30 ~

~ CHAPTER 30~

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I look back at my phone I need you ringing in my ears. My heart stops and I feel my heartbeat ringing through my ears.

I don't know what to do. I panic. Why would Jax need me? What has happened?

"Scar-Lett" I call out as loud as I can and I hear a small crash and within a minute Scarlett is beside me

"What, are you okay?" she asks and I show her my phone

"What is that about?" she asks

"Jax is missing," I say "they can't find him" I reply and my eyes well with tears.

"Go, go and find him," she says and I nod

"Violet?"

"She will be fine, but Tori be careful"

"Love you," I say and I rush down the stairs and see Grayson lacing his shoes

"Where are you going?" I say

"Shepherds, looking for Shep" he replies and I nod grabbing my coat

"I'm coming" I reply

"What?" he says

"I'm coming with you, to find him," I say firmly and he nods

"Let's go" he replies and we make our way to his car. We get it in the car and he drives off and I can see that he is tense.

"What happened?" I ask him

"I don't know," he says "He went missing after you had dinner last night, they can't find him"

"Fuck" I say

The rest of the drive is silent and I rush out of the car to get inside. When we get there the Shepherds are in the kitchen.

Chloe and Max, Olivia and her boyfriend, Jane and Julian. They all look up when they see me and Jane's face is shocked

"Hey," I say and I hug them

"What are you doing here?" Jane says

"I'm here to find Jax," I say and she nods

"Thank you" they say and I sit down next to them

They said that they didn't know what happened or where he went, but they couldn't find Ellie either. They said that after I left they had a massive fight, and he stormed out.

They tell all of the places they have been or are thinking where he is, and that's where I realise. I know exactly where he is.

"I think I know where he is," I say and everyone looks up at me "It's a hunch I'm not sure"

"Where?" Jane asks

"Our place," I say and they nod. They know what I mean "Look, I'll go he's probably not there, so you guys keep thinking" I add

"Are you sure?" they say and I see Chloe's tear stricken face

"Yes," I say and I swallow the lump in my throat "I will text as soon as I get there"

"Okay, thank you," Julian says and I nod and stand up and Grayson hands me his car keys since he drove us here

"Bye," I say and I kiss Grayson on the cheek making my way out of the front door, where I frown and text Scarlett.

I tell her where I am going before I get into Grayson's car and make the 2-hour journey to the beach house. The drive is slow and Jax's calls keep going to voicemail. When I get there I park and make my way to the door.

There is no other car in sight and the lights in the house are off. I walk up the porch and grab the spare key from under the mat and open the door. It is dead silent and the lights are off.

"Jax, Jax" I call out but I get no answer "Jackson," I say but I continue to get no response

I walk all around the house, in and out of every room. The kitchen, living room, games room, all bedrooms and bathrooms and he is not here. I walk into what used to be our bedroom and I shut the door and slide down the bottom.

No one can find him and this is my fault.

If I hadn't told him about Ellie they would never have fought and he would never have taken off. I then hear a sniffle and I realise that I never checked the bathroom in our bedroom. I get up and open the bathroom door and I see him.

"Jax," I whisper. He's crouched by the sink and he's shaking, and I think he's crying.

"Jax, it's me," I say and he looks up. I peer into his eyes and I see they are red and filled to the brim, the green in his eyes is shining through the tears.

"Hey, hey," I say and stop in my tracks

"The baby's not mine" he whispers

"Oh," I say to him and I walk over to where he is sitting in the bathroom and sit down next to him

"she lied" he then says

"Oh" I reply

"You were right," he says "I'm sorry Vic"

"It's okay Jax" I reply to him

"I'm sorry for everything," he says again

"It's fine Jax, it's okay," I say

"Thank you" he whispers to me

We sit in silence and I feel his head fall onto my shoulder. I put my head on top of his and I sigh. I feel exhausted. I close my eyes, he's here and I found him

"Why did you take off Jax?" I say

"I couldn't be around her" he replies "I don't have anything" he whimpers and he clutches my body and I pull him in close, wiping my tears I clutch his face and he looks up at me underneath his eyelashes

"You have me" I reply to him and he nods and I feel his hand slip underneath my shirt

"I want you, please," he says and I nod and lift his shirt over his head, as he unzips the back of my dress. It falls down my body and I step out of it, leaving me exposed in my bra and underwear. I look down as Jax glances at me up and down.

"Wow Vic," he says and he steps closer to me, I hold my hands around my body-conscious of what he can see and he moves my hands and in return runs his down mine

"You are so beautiful" he replies and I feel a sigh of relief and he locks our lips kissing me at full force,

I kiss him back and pull him closer to me. I tangle my hands into his hair and he pushes us back onto the bed. He hovers over me and I undo his belt buckle and slide down his jeans.

I pull down his boxers as I feel him slide down my panties and bra. He grabs my chin and looks up at me

"Are you sure?" he asks and I nod tears falling down my face. I need him just as much as he needs me.

"Yes," I say and I close my eyes, completely forgetting about everything

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