ONE NIGHT STAND WITH MY BOSS

Chapter 25

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 25

𝑯𝒂𝒛𝒆𝒍 𝑳𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒛 𝑷𝑶𝑽

Malinaw parin sakin ang mga sinabi ni Lexus, yung voice record. Ang sakit isipin na susuko nalang siya bigla na hindi niya na ipaglalaban ang meron kami.

Ano bang meron sa inyo? My fucking brain ask me.

Oo nga naman, ano ba ang meron kami? Nag kita kami ilang buwan ang nakakalipas, may nangyari kaagad samin, tapos nakatira ako sa bahay niya, then niyaya niya akong lumabas.

Then... wala na, Wala kaming label, wala akong karapatan na mag selos kasi hindi ko siya pag mamayari, his never been mine.

Hindi ko namalayan na nasa harap na pala ako ng pinto ni Lexus. I think they're  all asleep... I said and open the door. Madilim at wala kahit isa nakabukas na ikaw sa loob kaya pumasok ako at dahan-dahan sinara ang pinto.

Ng ma isara kona ito agad konaman kinuha ang phone ko sa purse  ko at inopen ang flashlight.

Then I start walking towards the stairs  then suddenly.

"Where were you?" A loud  voice ask me behind  my back, I know it's  Lexus so I turn  to face him.

He is furious, I can see in his eyes  that his Worried, He will be, If Something happened to me it will give him a big trouble. I force a smile on my face and try to hide the pain that I'm  feeling.

"Lumabas lang ako--" bago kopa matapos ang sasabihin ko bigla itong nag salita.

"I know! Now tell me where did you go?" He shouted.

Yumuko ako, I tried  to hold my tears and try not to cry infront  of him. He mustn't know that I know about his secret.

So I lift my head and force a sweet smile, AGAIN. "Nag chat sakin yung friend  ko from high school, nag kita kasi kami dun sa restaurant  na kinainan natin last day, as restroom  kami nag kita, as labas ng restroom. Then nag usap kami ng madalian lang then we exchange  phone numbers and then  she texted me na kong pwede daw mag bonding kami kasi miss niya na ako." I lied.

"Really? Who's  this "she"?" He ask and cross arm.

"Emma...Yea, Emma is her name." Liar...

"You never mentioned  this "Emma" girl before." I'm  seriously  not good at lying.

"Ohhh... Really? I guess I forgot  to tell you, I'm  tired, I need to rest. Bye."I said and put a fake smile on my face again as I walk on the stairs  and head to my room. When I entered  my room I burst  into cry and cover my mouth  so no one can hear me.

I wanted to punch him, I wanted  to cry infront  of him ask him Why, Why did he do that, why did he gave up, why did he let go. So many questions  I want to ask but I just can't  open my mouth  and ask him that kind of question.

I walk  to the bathroom  door and enter, I undress and  take a shower, as the water is flowing down on my body I cry... i let it all, my tears, i cry and cry until there's  no more tears  left.

After I take a shower I packed  all my things I need to go home  tomorrow and leave this house. After I packed  my things I sat down  in my chair  and look at the mirror  infront  of me.

"You look like shit." I said in my self  while looking at the mirror, my red eyes and red nose...

.....

It's  3am in the morning, na get up on my bed and do some stretching then take a shower. Nang matapos akong maligo agad akong nag bihis ng denim Jean's and peinted white tshirt and white Nike shoes, pagkatapos kong mag bihis agad akong umupo sa desk ko at nag sulat ng Farewell letter.