Can't love myself
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*Izuku's pov*
I finally got home after that failure. I walked into the house to see my mom passed out on the couch with a bottle. The bottle was of course a alcohol bottle. I couldn't really tell which alcohol type it was but it was pretty obvious it was alcohol.
I never knew why I couldn't bring myself to hate my mom. No matter how hard I tried I just couldn't. No matter how much she beat me or made me feel worthless I just couldn't. No matter how much I felt like a fuck up I just couldn't.
I finally found out why I couldn't bring myself to hate her. The reason is because i started hating myself and forgot I also deserve love like everyone because I'm also human.
After brushing my teeth I went and laid down ready to sleep my last thought was I loved mom to much to actually hate her so instead of hating her I started hating myself.
With what happening at school is definitely not making my life any better. If anything it makes me feel like I'm a humongous disappointment and can't do anything right. The only place that makes me feel safe is the cafe I work at.
I woke up this morning at 3. I layer in bed for a bit I question what I did so horrible that my life turned out like this. Maybe I should try again you know what they say second try is guaranteed to happen or something like that.
My mom or dad couldn't give a literal shit about me and my child hood best friend beats the crap out of me and bullies me because I'm quirkless if only I had a actual friend I could talk to when things like this happen all I can do is hope life gets better for me even if it's only a little better.
Maybe if I act like I'm crazy they will probably put me in a hospital for the mentally ill people and that would mean I wouldn't have to be beaten in at home or school. That would also no one would call me names again.
There is also the option were I become a villain and hope it works out for me or I could also become a vigilant and help people in need. I could also go to the police and tell them my mom beats me because she's a drunk that can't control herself. Whatever I'll just keep living here until I finally had enough until then I'm going to be stuck here getting beaten at school and home.
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FanfictionIzuku midoriya life hasn't been good for a long time it all started in elementary and from there it progressed worse. It was only bad thanks to the fact he was quirkless. He then met Shota Aizawa and got a quirk. Will there be more quirks. Will his...
