Enemies To Lovers | bucky x fem reader

Part 17

I began squirming in my sleep, the fear of being taken hostage by Hydra again, being raped and cut by Kyle again, on a constant loop in my head like an endless reality.

"Please....NO!....STOP PLEASE! FUCK OFF!"

Bucky's POV

I was just walking out, after getting dressed when I heard Y/N in her sleep, screaming.

I immediately knew what was going on. She was having a nightmare.

I know because I get them too.

It was strange, almost like she was telling someone to stop torturing her. Like how Hydra tortured me.

She was screaming louder and louder each second, her breath hitching.

"Please... NO! NO! DON'T TOUCH ME! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! STAY AWAY!"

I rushed to her side and hesitated before waking her. Would she want to be waken? Especially by me?

I decided to wake her as her screams became unbearable.

"Y/N?" I gently shook her a few times.

She awoke on the fourth shake, in a sweat, in panic, filled with terror. Eyes wide, panting as if her airways had narrowed.

She was breathing heavily, she broke out in a cold sweat. It dripped from her forehead as tears pooled in her eyes. She pulled her legs to her chest and scrunched her hair in her fists.

"Just breathe, doll." I said breathing along with her.

She hesitated but then took a deep breath in, held it then released, copying me so that our breaths were in sync.

I went to the sink to grab a glass of water. As Y/N took it I noticed her trembling hands.

I had an urge to hold her hamds in mine to run my fingers along hers, soothe her in every way possible till nothing worried her but I brushed the thought of it off.

"Ok now what happened?"

"Kyle." she said inbetween sips of water.

"Who's Kyle?"

She didn't answer, she stayed silent, still shaking, then said,

"Hydra."

"What?"

My eyes widened in disbelief.

Did she just say Hydra?

"Torture. Pure torture." She said, staring like she was in some sort of daze or trance.

Was she captured by Hydra too?

When?

How?

Why?

I had so many questions.

I got a sudden flashback of a young teen, in the Hydra base.

Was that Y/N?

In Hydra I had remembered walking past her cell a few times and she just stared.

"Shadow?"

The door then swung open.

Y/N's POV

Dad walked in.

"Hi honey, mom told me to come check on you."

"I've got a date to get to, bye." Bucky said, sensing how awkward it had gotten however he looked towards me at the door giving me reassuring eyes. I gave him a reassuring look back.

I was still shocked and confused.

How did Bucky know my soldier name?

Unless he- no he couldn't be, he couldn't possibly have been- could he?

Dad sat on my bed, pulling me from my thoughts.

"You ok? mom said you fell down the stairs." dad asked, examining the band-aid on my head.

"Yeah, Yeah I'm fine."

"You sure?"

"Yup."

"Ok, amazing now what was manchurian candidate over there asking you, you looked tense."

"Manchurian Camdidate?"

"Yes, now stop dodging the question and tell me."

"I just had a nightmare, he helped calm me."

Dad sighed, knowing who it was about.

"Kyle?"

I nodded.

"Listen, that bastard has no control over you anymore."

"You know mom would kill you if she heard you say that."

"Yeah, but mom's not gonna know if no one tells her."

"If no one tells me what?"

Dad almost jumped out of his own skin. He looked genuinely terrified.

"Dad-"

"NOTHING!"

Dad put a hand over my mouth.

"Dad what?"

I pulled dad's hand off and said it very fast, all in one breath so that dad didn't have another chance to cover my mouth.

"Dad called Kyle a bastard."

Mom didn't look surprised.

"Well that's because he is one." mom said, making her way to my bed.

"Woah!" Me and dad said in unison, exchanging raised eyebrows.

"Who are you and what have you done with my mom?"

Mum laughed. "Yes, I know what I said, it's true though." mom said.

Me and dad were trying our best not to burst into laughter.

Anyways, you two coming for dinner?" mom asked, getting up.

"We're coming!" dad said.

"Come on then."

We all went down, I felt at peace, I didn't have to worry no more.

There was just one idea, scratching at the corners of my mind, racing through my mind.

Bucky was The Winter Soldier.

Last Edited:
19th September 2022

Word Count:
777