Enemies To Lovers | bucky x fem reader

Part 18

We all headed down.

Bucky was staring at me, confused, almost like he was trying to put pieces together, while a bunch of thoughts filled my head.

If he's The Winter Soldier how did he escape?

How did he get his memories back?

When did he escape?

Why did he comfort me?

Is he still The Winter Soldier?

Is he even The Winter Soldier?

I had waay too many questions I wanted to ask but couldn't pluck up the courage to say so.

I wonder if he remembered me.

Bucky's POV

I stared at Y/N, like a creep but the possibility still shocked me.

Was she actually Shadow?

When did she escape?

There was no doubt she wanted to question me too.

Only one thought spun through my mind.

Who was Kyle?

Y/N's POV

After everyone had finished eating I wanted to pluck up the courage to ask Bucky what he knew about Hydra.

When Bucky walked out, probably for some air, I followed him.

"..." I hesitated.

"Hi, Bucky."

He turned around to face me, a bottle of beer in his hand, unopened, that was good, it meant he wasn't drunk.

"Hey."

"I wanted to ask you something." I said fiddling with my fingers.

Bucky's POV

Once I had eaten, I decided to go get some air.

I was standing there just pondering the possibility of Y/N being Shadow when a familiar voice spoke.

"Hi, Bucky."

It was Y/N.

I turned to face her.

"Hey."

There was a pause for a few seconds.

"I wanted to ask you something." she blurted out.

"Sure, go ahead." I said, knowing exactly what she wanted to ask.

She wanted to ask about Hydra.

I didn't want to talk about it, I wasn't ready, I wasn't ready to let anyone in so I sorta messed up and pushed her away. 

"Look, I know what you're gonna say, I don't wanna talk about it, now leave me alone." I said, in an annoyed tone, regretting my words instantly.

I watched as her face dropped in sadness and rised again in anger.

"Well fine, then, metal arm, it was nothing important anyways."