Your My Star

Well ok

So its been 3 days. Have i gave Justin pity? A little. Have i talked to him? HELL TO THE NO!

I was in the living room resting my head on Regie's lap because my dumbass GOT SICK. I did get tested it was just a cold im negative. Regie has been my emotional support animal so he's been there. Yes I did say Animal.

"I need a trash can." I yelled going to the kitchen because im about to puke. I swear i hate this so much. I put my head in the trash can while Regie held my hair back.

"I hate this so much." I sniffled. "Drink this." He gave me medicine and i drank it leaving a bitter taste.

"Thank you." I coughed. I went upstairs to my room and layed in bed watching Nevertheless. Til someone banged through my door. Freaking Justin.

"Um may i help you." I said. "Damn you sound sick." He responded, yeah no shit im sick. "What?" I asked. He just came to my bed and layed bags on my bed. "So i got you your favorite snacks,drinks,ah see this microwave ramen not spicy,Um more food." He continued. "Why?" I questioned. "Well your going in quarantine so stocked you up and so you can forgive me." He smiled.

Darren told me what happened but still, am i being a little petty to him? Um yes. "I only have a cold so im kinda ok to be around." He sighed in relief. "Thought you were gonna die." He said. I rolled my eyes.

"Oh good news. Next Week we're finally gonna reveal the North Star Boys." He was so excited about this. Im just nervous. I already get hate because i did Tiktoks with the guys, especially Justin because we kinda make it obvious we like kinda like eachother. But since we haven't been talking and such Oliver fans are now getting to me.

"Why you so quiet?" He asked. "Because im sick get out." I yelled but then started coughing. He ran to me and patted my back wrapping his arm around me. "You need medicine." He demanded. He ran out to get me some. Man he really is sorry.

"Damn he turned to the flash." Oliver laughed leaning in the door frame. "What do you want?" I frowned. "Got like 2.4k views on our recent tiktok." He said. I sarcastically became excited. "Come on that's good everyone loved it." He said. "Not everyone." I said going to my phone. "Moy Army just overprotective for me and Sebastian and they will sometimes get jealous." He said. "I know but the stuff they say is cruel af" i said sneezing. "Yea but im just their celebrity crush and they don't wanna lose me." He explained. "Just like how you don't wanna lose Justin." He said. He's not wrong, i Don't wanna lose Justin. "Don't Y/n they'll get used to you." Oli said walking away.

I just layed down and took my medicine. Yeah Justin ran for no reason. "Where's Y/n Medicine?" He yelled making me laugh. I then called him and he automatically answered. "Im looking for it right now." He said. "Dont bother i already took it." I said making the phone quiet. "Thank you tho, Love Ya bye." I said hanging up. I was about to rest when i heard yelling. "Y/N LOVES ME AGAIN."  Justin said making me laugh.

2 days later

Im starting to get better, but I still cough like crazy,sneeze 1000 times a day,and blow out snot but still progress.

I went downstairs for our 9am meeting. I sat by Justin and layed on him. "How you feeling?" He asked rubbing my head while yawning. "6/10 can you continue to talk to me?" I asked. "Why? Is it my morning voice?" I nodded. "Ok ehem Ara Ara." I pushed him. "Stop that's wierd." I laughed. "Gambre Gambre." He continued.

"Wow disgusting." Kane walked in. "What? Us? Psst nah" Justin said. "You freaking teasing her with Anime." Kane said back. "Because she likes anime and my morning voice." Justin explained, that just made Kane confused.

"Ok ok enough chit chat its time for business." Ty spoke out. "Ok so Im not that evil so i am going to ask. Y/n how are you doing? Feeling better?" He asked i just shrugged. "6/10. Still snot,coughing,sneezing and mucus." I smiled, that just grossed the guys out.

"Alright alright now listen. North Star boys will finally be out in the world next week, so that means we'll be busier than ever with photoshoots,videos,social media,Promotions it will get harder from here. Practice is over guys next week is Game Day and we have to be top of everything." Ty explained. He scares us but he does say the truth just in his own way. I just nodded as everyone else followed.

"Again what i said Game Day, as mean we are a TEAM. TEAM guys, We've  had drama,love interests,etc. I am not afraid to call out names." Ty said. God Damn it freaking Darren. "Oliver and Justin finally patched things up thank god for that. But what the hell happened between Justin and Y/n?" He asked.

"She was being overdramatic because Justin was talking to some girl." Ryan said. "You made things worst by saying oh they used to talk." I said back. "Still you could've just let it go but you just let you jealousy get through." He crossed his arms annoyed. "I was upset. Can't you see we like eachother? Ofc i'll get jealous if he was talking to some other girl." We both continued arguing til Ty slammed the table."Enough yall 2. Damn. Ryan be quiet. Y/n I know its hard living with these guys because they don't understand." They really don't... "Respect Y/n her privacy,her feelings just everything in general. She's an independent woman who still has feelings."

Get it ig manager ty.

Yall are crazy! I can't believe yall like my book? If Justin sees this tho.... This never happened