The Girl Under His Red Sheets [The Rozovsky Heirs 2]

CHAPTER 15

Chapter Fifteen

Love

I don't know how many times I pleasured myself while imagining I was with Soraia. Walang araw na hindi siya sumagi sa isip ko. May araw na dahil sa kanya ay nagawa kong tumanggi kay Adriana. I was sexually frustrated, but my damn mind wasn't into having sex with someone else but her.

Putang ina anong ginawa sa akin ng babaeng 'yon?

"I'm into her, Aux... And I've never felt this with anyone else."

Parang gusto kong mabaliwan sa kapatid ko habang nangungumpisal sa akin tungkol sa babaeng kinababaliwan niya. Kung sa ibang pagkakataon ay nasapak ko na siya nang sabihin niya pa lang na nahuhulog na siya sa Olivia na 'yon, but who am I to judge? I'm drawn to someone else too... and it's fucking me up.

"Say something." he urged, but I just let out a sigh.

Bukod sa hindi ako makapag-focus ay talagang wala rin akong masabi sa kanya. Hinilot ko ang aking sintido.

"You met her at the club. What if that's just lust? Ikaw ba ang nakauna? Was she good?"

Bahagya akong natigil sa pagtatangis ng kanyang bagang.

Shit. This fucker was really serious.

"She is fucking different. Iyon lang ang masasabi ko. I like her. I want her, Thelonious."

I cursed again when I heard him say my name. Alam kong hindi na nagbibiro ang kapatid ko. Totoong mukhang tinamaan ng matindi ang gago.

"Alright. Hindi kita gustong pakialaman, but you know the consequences, Constantine. You know your father will not let you date her. Baka nga kapag nalaman niyang ang gusto mong shotain ay stripper sa pipitsuging club ay baka palayasin ka kaagad dito."

"As if I care. I have my own house. I can live on my own. I don't fucking need him pestering my life–"

Hindi ko napigilang sugurin siya't agad hawakan ng mariin sa balikat. That made him swallowed hard. I knew he will forever hold some grudge towards our father, but this is not the right time to rebel against Vladimir.

"You listen to me,  Constantine," I said in gritted teeth. "Wala akong pakialam kung sinong babae ang gusto mong makasama habang buhay dahil ikaw naman ang makikisama pero huwag ka munang magmayabang. We aren't ready for that yet. As long as he's ruling everything, wala tayong karapatang magrebelde o huwag sundin ang lahat ng utos niya. We still need him."

"He can go fuck himself–"

Umangat ang kamay ko papunta sa kanyang leeg at humigpit iyon doon.

"You fucking calm down, Toine," giit ko, may pagbabanta at pag-aalala para sa kanya.

I cupped his face and stare into his eyes so I could put some sense into his already clouded egoistic mind.

"Wait until he retire. Sa ngayon ay huwag mo munang kantiin si Vladimir. We are still his pawn. Kaya niya tayong ipagpalit sa mas malaking kayamanan para sa kanyang emperyo kaya huwag kang gumawa ng kahit na anong ikasisira mo."

"I doubt that. Ako kaya niyang ibigay sa mga gagong lintang umaaligid sa kanya pero hindi ka niya kailanman ibibigay."

I let go of him. Umatras ako at nagmamadaling kinuha ang aking vape sa bulsa. I puffed and let the smoke calm me down.

"He was already planning to give me away, Toine. Hindi ikaw, ako mismo."

He was shocked to hear me say that. Naupo ako at inalala ang araw na 'yon.