can we?

Chapter 12

FEN POV

Looking at qian now, the victoria song from korea has clearly evolved to something great and respectable.

Hearing about her new boyfriend and who is that person makes me reminisce that time.

Qian and I have been together for 8 years now. I want her to be happy and feel loved coz she deserves all of it. She's not only Beautiful on the outside but on the inside also. I have witnessed the heartbreak that she feels long ago with Yang Yang. They were somewhat serious and inlove. I felt that for her before. I was happy and then the heartbreak happened, the media manipulation. That started the fallout between them because my qian wants the relationship to be known but then Yang yang and the other management said that maybe its a risk coz Yang yang is more popular than her. So because of that she had been greedy with work. Doing some variety shows, photoshoots and drama shootings for the past 3years and even this year she has a whole pack of activities due to the fact that her new drama with Song wei long "Find yourself was a hit.

" do you love him? Is it serious qian? I asked her honestly

She was taken aback by my question maybe because i felt calm while saying it and just really asking from my heart.

" yes, i do fen. I have never felt like this before, it was always been him. We drifted apart but i know the attraction was there and when we let go of it,then our feelings were acknowledged" qian said honestly with a hint of tear on her eyes.

Seeing her this emotional has always been my weakness coz she has 
been so strong throughout the years that i have known her. Even in social media bashing and negativity. She always works hard to be happy in front of all the people. So the only thing that i know i should have done right at this moment was to hug her.

I am hugging her tightly. "qian, i want only your happiness and if he is the one making you happy right now, who i am to not accept that! don't worry i've got your back. But there's only  one thing that i want from you, let me meet him officially. I want to know his intentions with you"i said.

" thank you fen, i love you so much, don't worry he'll be back the day after tomorrow. I think i'll be free at lunch right, let's meet at my house. We will just do some take out" And she kissed my cheek excitedly.

" i mean, you are really gonna like him, fen" qian said happily.

After the confession and a half hour of rest, we went again for the a night shooting and then photoshoot at noon. I am also anticipating my meeting with Nickhun. From what i have gathered from before and from. Zhoumi, he is a thai american who is based in korea and a member of K-group 2pm. So nothing much about him personally and i don't know much about their history also. So lets see, when i meet him? I want to examine this guy and explore the reason why after only 2 days, she accepted him as her boyfriend.

We will see, Nickhun! Who are you? Thats my motivation.

NICKHUN POV

Breath in.. Breath out..
I long for the sea and now i am looking at it. The breeze was soothing and fresh. This was the reason i choose this place in Qingdao. I mean the place is welcomed by the sea view.

I roomed around the area in my hood and casual pants. I am on my second day here and i just went for a jog on an early morning to catch the wonderful sunrise. Silently, i wish My qian is here. So i took a photo of the sunrise and sent it to her.

I texted:

Good morning, my qian! I hope you have a good day today, you might be busy but this sunrise makes me think of you. I wish you were right by my side today. Love you and see you tomorrow❤️

Khunnie

As I was walking on the road, i saw an old lady with semi short hair like someone on her 60s carrying a full bag of groceries. I hurriedly help her.
I speak to her in chinese.

"ni hao, ill help you carry this Ma'am. Where is your car" she pointed the car.

"okay, thank you!" the old lady said. As i finished putting the grocery bags in her compartment.

She said thank you and introduce my name properly and then i drop my hood and let her see my face because she was really nice and i felt a connection to her like my mother.

She was a little confuse as if she remembered me from something or a place then I excused myself because my phone is ringing and its my qian who's calling. I leave the area and continue to jog for a minute until i am in the hotel room for some privacy.
I then dial her number.

"hi, my love, thankfully i am in my trailer now having a breakfast and then i saw your message. Now i am jealous of you, coz you got to be there.  I miss you." qian said

"i miss you too qian. Don't worry next time, ill make sure to drag you here in qingdao with me" i promised her.

"khun, i have something to tell you! Fen, my manager want to see you, i just told her about us and she is curious about you. So what say? Are you okay with that?

" okay, don't worry. I'll meet her, i mean she is also important to you. I said.

" thank you, my love. See you tomorrow at lunch her at home, we'll just have take out because i have a photoshoot on the late afternoon" she added

"okay,ill do that.. No need for takeout
I just bring the food from my restaurants. What food does she like? And what do you like? I can prepare it for you tomorrow?

" ahhh.. You are so sweet. Just surprise me and lets see if u have menu sense like before and Fen like seafoods" we were both laughing and then she said goodbye to resume her work.

"see you tomorrow, i love you"
"love you too,my qian.

What a beautiful day it is! It's a great new day for a new journey for my restaurant.