L is for love | a Blesiv Story

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Jazzlyn had finished eating and Alex was laying by my feet. We were both on our phones

A - I need to go to the bathroom

Y - ok

He got up and started walking out the room. Just then I remembered I didn't clean up my mess. I started panicking but what if he doesnt see it? Maybe I did put it away I just don't remember. I heard the shower curtains open. Oh no I'm fucked. I heard Alex's footstaps come back towards the room and he pushed the door open. He came up to me and pulled the covers

Y - Alex stop!

He tried pulling my arms but I didn't let him

Y - *whines* Alex

A - show me your fucking wrists y/n

I kept trying to push him back but he eventually got my arms. He pulled down my sleeve and I just gave up. He stared then grabbed my other arm and pulled down the sleeve

A - where else

Y - no where

A - y/n where the fuck else before I call your mom-

Y - MY ANKLES!

He pulled the blanket all the way down and pulled up my pants

A - is that all

Y - *nods*

A - your lying

He tried pulling up my hoodie but I pulled it down

Y - no I'm not ALEX!

He pulled it up and saw the cuts

Y - WHY THE FUCK DOES IT MATTER?!

A - BECAUSE THAT SHIT IS GONNA GET INFECTED! WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT?!

Y - BECAUSE I NEEDED TO!

A - NO YOU DIDN'T YOU SHOULD HAVE CALLED ME I WOULD HAVE CAME BACK!

Y - NO!

I got up and tried walking past him but he grabbed me

Y - *whines* Alex let me go

At this point I started crying. He tried holding me but I elbowed him in the stomach and he let me go. I started walking out the room fast but he grabbed me and pushed me against the wall. He hugged me and I started crying even more. We leaned against the wall and slid down

A - baby it's ok

He held me tight comforting me but I couldn't stop crying. Zelda came up to us and she started licking me. I pet her and she sat next to me. After a a long time of crying I stopped

A - can you talk to me now

Y - *sniffles* a-about w-what

A - what happened today why did you do it

I sat up and wiped my tears but they kept coming

Y - i-i lost i-it and I y-yelled at jazz *cries* everything is so hard a-and she wouldn't s-stop crying then my
d-d-dad

He hugged me again

A - it's ok I get it baby but you have to talk to me about these things you can't just try to work it out on your own because it's hard. You also have to think about being here for me and Jazzlyn what would we do without you your the best mommy ever

Y - *smiles*

A - now can I help you clean your cuts so they don't get infected

Y - yeah

He got up and slowly pulled me up. We walked to the bathroom and he pulled out the first aid kit. He got the alcohol cleansing pads and bandaids that were like patches. He gently rolled up my sleeves

A - are you ready

Y - mhm

A - I don't want to hurt you

Y - just do it Alex

He started rubbing it and it hurt but I didn't really care. I was still thinking about other things and I needed the pain. He was going soft and it stung more. He stopped and put ointment on it then covered it. He did the same for my other wrist my ankles and my stomach

A - is there anywhere else

Y - my legs

I stood up and pulled my pants doen to reveal all the scratches with blood dripping down

A - *sighs*

He got on his knees and started working on those to. I held onto the counter because I felt like I was gonna fall. Once they were covered he kissed all of the cuts making me smile. He pulled my pants back up

A - ok come on

We walked back to the room and Jazzlyn was awake again. Alex picked her up as I sat on the bed

Y - earlier I yelled at her and she stopped crying then continued

A - aww the poor princess mommy yelled at her

Y - I know I feel bad

He brought her close to me and I kissed her cheek

A - I'm surprise she went back to sleep

Y - me too she might just be really tired

We laid down in bed and Alex was playing with Jazz while I scrolled through my phone. Later that day the door bell rang

Y - did you invite anyone

A - no did you

Y - *shakes head* I'll get it

I got up and walked to the door. I looked through the peephole but didn't see anyone so I thought it was a package. I opened the door and the girls jumped at me making me scream. I was so confused why they were here

Y - WHAT THE FUCK?!

S - surprise

They hugged me and I was so confused

Y - what are y'all doing here

De - we moved to LA

Y - WHAT?! YOUR JOKING!

L - *smiles* nope

I squealed then hugged them

Y - your kidding this can't be real

De - it is I got invited to the clubhouse

S - my mom wanted to move here

L - I moved here because I didn't want to be alone over there

De - oh and the boys also moved here

Y - WAIT ACTUALLY?!

S - *giggles* yeah they got there own apartments

L - except for Jabez he is gonna be in the vaulta

Y- damn well come on get in

They walked inside

Y - ALEX!

A - WHAT!

Y - THE GIRLS ARE HERE!

A - OK!

Y - is he not as surprised as me

De - he knew

S - because Devyn told him

De - I thought we were just keeping it from y/n

S - *mocks*

We sat on the couch and talked for awhile

TBC💞💞💞💞

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