Quick update we are back in LA and Alex is gonna get out of the hospital. Gala, Jazzlyn, and our friends are waiting at the apartment for Alex to get back. They still haven't found the dude that did it which isn't suprising. I've been having this same dream over and over again
*in dream*
A - baby I'm leaving
Y - ok have fun I love
A - I love you too
He kissed me so I laid down on the bed and he opened the door. I heard gun shots and sat up to see Alex on the Floor
Y - ALEX!
*end of dream*
I woke up hyperventilating and it woke up Alex too even tho he is laying on a different bed. I sat up and looked at him
A - same dream?
Y - *nods* yeah
A - come here
I got off the mattress and sat on his bed next to him. He pulled me into a hug slowly then kissed my head
A - I love you
Y - I love you too
A - were going home today and everything will be fine
Y - *nods*
A - and were gonna be able to lay in bed together with Jazz and Zelda
Y - yeah
A - and we will forget all about this
I have been considering the idea of going to therapy but I don't know if Alex would agree to it. I hugged him for a few more seconds then I sat up and kissed him
Y - I'm gonna get dressed real quick
A - ok its not like I'm going anywhere
Y - *smiles*
I kissed him again then got up and grabbed my clothes. I went to the bathroom and got dressed into this⬇⬇⬇
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I brushed my hair then walked out to Alex
A - you look good baby
Y - *smiles* thank you
I got Alex's clothes out for later when they let him out
Y - what should we do
A - face time Jazzy
Y - ok then
I sat on his bed and pulled out my phone I face timed her
