𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜.. [] 𝙺𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚗𝚊𝚙

!!𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 3!!

    No. He couldn't. He couldn't just leave his family behind, his dreams, his sister.

    What would she think about him? Learn that her little brother died and she wasn't there to prevent it? She couldn't help him? She would never forgive herself.

    Maybe it's for the best to just stay like this. Deal with the distress for now till he figures out something. Hopefully, he will soon enough.

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Karl's pov:

   I had finally calmed down after what seemed like a while. I never allow myself to show such sensations to anyone, not even when I am alone. It just feels wrong, I got several things to be pleased about already, my parents are still together with me, I have a fine relationship with my sister, I retain good grades. What else should I be inquiring about?

    It simply felt wrong. Although it wasn't. Yet now I presume I infer the reason I don't reveal much emotion. I always end up being the one to get more hurt than the others were themselves. I hate it. It's horrible. All I ever asked for was some sympathy, still, nothing changes.

    I assume there was an explanation behind all of this though. There is a purpose in everything that is happening, right?

Yeah. Sure.

    I didn't have time for this anymore. I knew if I expected to get things done I had to get to work immediately. I slid my legs off from the bed as they touch the floor, the cold didn't want to leave, at all. As I get up I can feel myself weaken again, my sights slowly closing, my head feeling heavy, this overwhelming feeling. I try to hold myself up by placing my hand on the wall, yet I could still feel the world spinning.

    I could feel ready to fall on the ground, my ears started ringing, everything became blurry, I was lightheaded, I tried to speak, but it seemed as if only I mumbled my words. The ringing was loud, way too loud, I even tried to scream, but still, nothing. I felt weak, I didn't know what to do. There wasn't anything else I could do now though, my vision soon became a black screen rather than just blurry.

    Soon the ringing stopped. It was as if I could feel my body fall, I couldn't help myself get back up or anything though, all I could see was a black screen as if I was in a black-colored room. I still couldn't hear anything, as hard as I tried to move I couldn't. I felt weaker than ever. What happened to me? Why was I like this all of the sudden? Could anybody hear me?

Hello?

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   "𝐻𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑜!" 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙, 𝑤𝑜𝑤, 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑎𝑦. "𝑂𝑚𝑔 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ, 𝑔𝑜𝑑 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎 𝑡𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦."

   "𝑂𝑚𝑔 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑜!" 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔, ℎ𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑑, 𝑠𝑢𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛, 𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑧𝑒, 𝑦𝑒𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑚 𝑤𝑎𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛.