𝙳𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 (𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚘 𝚁𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚕𝚎 𝚡 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛)

On The Way

Walking to breakfast with the others, my heads pounding and Draco was yelling at everyone who talked because he had a headache, come on dude your not the only one 

And his screaming was making it worse for all of us "Just shut the fuck up blondie!" Theo yelled at him hitting the back of his head

"Draco I swear, if you don't shut your albino lips I'll glue them together when your sleeping" Blaise added earning laughs from me, Pansy and Enzo

"I dare you, try to and my father will hear about it" ugh, Draco and his phrase, we continued walking until Blaise opened his mouth to say something

"Exactly how will your father hear about it if your lips are going to be glued together?" I hate to admit it but Blaise is ten times funnier than me

We reached the Great Hall and sat down in silence, it wasn't as loud as every other day and I'm guessing its because most of us were either hungover or just tired, I know I was both for sure

There was mail today, I didn't get anything good, just the daily prophet "You've got to be fucking kidding me!" Pansy yelled "What the fuck does 'Mr & Mrs Parkinson have decided that their daughter, Pansy Parkinson is going to have an arranged marriage to Kevin Grindelwald' mean?" 

I felt bad for Pansy, not just because her and Kevin were childhood best friends and then started hating each other as they grew older, but because she definitely didn't want to get married now, and if she did she would want someone she loved

"Pansy that's fucked up, if you want I could talk to them for you and convince them to not do this" I replied generally worried for what might happen to er if she did get married to that asshole

"They won't change their mind about this, I know how stubborn they are" She replied with tears in her eyes "They're going to force me to marry him even if I die afterwards"

"We could give it a shot, I mean they wouldn't want their only child to die and you know that Pans" I added I didn't want him as my brother-in-law

"Fine whatever, I hope this works" She said and started eating, she looked sad and angry at the same time, but Blaise looked worse, he looked like he would kill Kevin if he ever saw him touch Pansy

They're really cute together and Blaise really protects Pansy with his life, I know for a fact that they would die for each other, and that's the kind of love I want

I want someone to love me more than life it self, someone to protect me with everything they had, and of course make me fall so in love with them that I would the same and never leave their side 

but I guess we don't always get what we want right? We don't get what we desire the most, the things or people we would die for any minute of the day

"Attention students!" Dumblewhore announced, ugh he was late and I really wished he didn't show up at all because he so boring and old and just a waste of oxygen

"Since you all have been doing amazing this year, I would like to congratulate each and evryone of you, and I would also like to announce that there will be a Christmas Ball, it will be on the 20th of December since the Christmas break on the 21st, and you will want a date since there will be lots and lots of dancing, you will have a month and a half to get ready for it, since it is the end of October, as for now enjoy the rest of your day" 

Ugh Dumblewhore and his boring speeches, and I doubt you I'll be going since, Pansy and Blaise are probably going together, Odeya and Enzo together, Jade and Theo also probably together

So who am I left with? The Riddles and Malfoy, Malfoy is probably going to take one of his chicks and tom also probably also has someone in mind, so the younger Riddle? No thanks, plus we hate each other 

Off that topic, it was class time and first I had potions, YAY! I love potions, not just because I do better there than all the classes but because Professor Snape teaches it

He's my absolute favourite teacher, he gets me out of trouble, helps me, we have fun most of the time, I go to his office sometimes and we either talk about school or about what's been going on in our lives but it always end up with us playing a board game or playing tricks on Minnie

He's like a father to me, especially since my own father treats me like shit, but its all going to end tonight, finally after 16 years I get to be free

///Time skip///

Classes were all the same, boring, just Riddle sitting next to me all day with his hand on my thigh, even at lunch, every time I sit next to him, well he sits next to me, his hand is on my thigh

I tried to push his hand away but he just gripped it harder

After lunch I was sitting in the common room reading a book, that Romeo and Juliet Shakespeare book

Pansy told me to read it, she said I give her Juliet vibes and that I would do something like that but no way I'm killing myself for someone

I know the ending but when someone knows the ending doesn't mean you know the whole story that's why I'm reading it

My friends started coming in and sitting on the couches so I put the book down and started talking to them

Then Riddle came in and dragged me out of the common room he's such an asshole he didn't even let me grab my bag

"What do you want?" I asked trying to get out of his grasp "Why the fuck did you drag me out of there I was having a good t-" 

"Shut the fuck up and listen to me" He interrupted "You said you wanted to kill your father so here I am trying to help you the fuck out, but if you're not going to appreciate it I can just let you go by yourself and get killed" 

Damn he's acting like I need him or something, but he was right, I didn't want to die so I needed someone for back up

"Alright fine, can we just go already?" I asked then rolled my eyes at him "I wanna get this over with"

"First of all don't fucking roll your eyes at me again unless I'm fucking the living hell out of you, and second of all, go get Tom he has to be there too" Ugh he's such a dickhead

"Whatever" I walk back into the common room and Tom is leaning on the wall looking at the fire, with his wand in one of his hands, he was twirling it and it looked...cool?

I walked up to him "Tom" I said which got only his attention, he glared at me and then back to the fire "Hello! I'm talking to you!" 

"What do you want!?" He kinda yelled, "I can't even relax for a second before one of you assholes annoying the shit out of me" 

"You're the fucking asshole but I don't have time to argue right now so can I please talk to you?" I wasn't bothered arguing because I knew he'd win

"Fine!" He yelled which there was absolutely no need for and then started walking to the common room door

I followed behind him and we both walked out to the younger Riddle making out with a girl, she was pinned on the wall with her hand all over his hair and that, disgusting

"Mattheo!" Tom yelled getting both their attentions, thank god there wasn't anyone else in the corridors, specially the first years

"That was fucking gross" I muttered under my breath which of course wasn't low enough because they all heard

"Jealous?" The girl and Riddle both said at the same time. Fuck! They both get on my nerves and I just wanna rip Riddle's head off

"No, I'm not! Now fuck off!" I replied looking at the girl and then at Riddle, he was smirking and he raised one of his eyebrows

"She leaves when I tell her to" Then he looked at her and said "I'll finish with you later, come to my dorm" He winked and then she left

Tom just stood there looking at his brother with a disgusted look on his face, then he looked at me, up and down then my eyes, we made eye contact

Fuck, I never knew he had grey eyes, they're beautiful, at that moment I wanted to just stand there and look at them forever but of course Mattheo had to ruin the moment

"let's go, shall we?" He said looking between Tom and I, he's so fucking annoying, I fucking hate him 

But Tom...