Andy Biersack Is My Brother

Lonely

Jordan's P.O.V

Its happened again. I stay in my room but this time I come out to see everyone.

Cora came over today. My ex-bestfriend.

"Hi Jordan. I just wanted to say no hard feelings" she said and this set me off.

I screamed for Andy and Sam and they came sprinting from outside. They look at Cora and Cora soon says a small 'bye' and leaves.

Sam sat next to me and Andy went to shower.

"I love you, you know?" He says, putting his arms around me.
"Yes. I just feel so lonely. Its like no one can trust me anymore" I whisper, breaking into teard nd sobbing into Sam's shirt.
"I trust you, I fucking love you!" Sam shouts and lifts my head.
"You do trust me?" I say, gazing into his eyes.
"I do" he whispers and lent to me face. He bent his neck and slightly kissed my nose and both cheeks before saying.
"I need to go home now. Love you!" and with that I was alone.

I sit in silence. I look at the tickets for magaloof and just burst into tears. I throw the tickets across the floor and went to my bedroom.

"Im gonna die no matter what!"

To Andy and Sam,
Im sorry but I guess, im depressed,
Life's not for everyone so I guess, I am not supposed to be here.
Say to mom andndad when they get back I love them so much.
Sam, love you to the moon and back.
I want you to go out and find a girlfriend whos better and prettier.
Andy, look in the secret envolope. I love you so much big brother.
Bye..

Tears rolled down my cheeks as I went to my bathroom.
Grabbing some Ibuprofen I gulled some down with water and instantly felt dizzy, I grabbed my blade and ripped the packet off. I cut quickly in all direction. Blood streamed from everywhere. No one would save me.

With that, my head hit the ground and Jordan Biersack was no more.

I actually cried at this bit.
Really really really short but still sad.

Love you lil Chum chums