One Night in Desert

أحد عشر

His Highness

Ginising ako ng mga halik sa balikat, patungong leeg. Hindi ko mapigilan ang hindi umungol dahil sa pagsipsip nito sa aking balat.
Walang lakas ko itong tinulak. Pero tinawanan lang ako.

" Go away. "

" Should we skip work today? "

My body is aching and sore. Hindi lang yun, masyado akong pinuyat ng gagong to. My god, we did it for how many times till I passed out - wake up in the dawn because he was kissing my bare chest, licked and sucked my already hard nipples while his hand is wandering down on me.

I get up and glared at him. " This is all your fault. "
I can't believe that he didn't feel tired at all from last night and doesn't look sleepless.

" Fine babe...you need to take a shower and prepare yourself. Our food has been served. "

Hindi na ako nakipagtalo ng binuhat nya ako patungong banyo and shriek when he slapped my butt and laughed before leaving the lavatory. That brute is being playful at this early.

Matalim ang tingin ko sa kanya habang kumakain - pero nanunudyo lang ang tingin nito sa akin - like he did something pleasurable, which he did by the way. Natutukso akong lumiban sa trabaho ngayong araw at matulog nalang cause I'm really exhausted and sleepy.

We ride his chopper to his company and a car with his driver drove me to work. I arrived early, so I bought a coffee while waiting for my friend to get in.

I rolled my eyes when I saw her walk like a bitch she already is. She gaped at me from my face to my feet - like I turn into a mermaid or what.

" What's wrong with your fxcking face? You look tired and tired? He didn't let you sleep all night yeah? "

I hate her sometimes for being substantial and her mouth is talking nonstop. Fagan who never feel tired or don't need a sleep but still manage to get up early to take her again before going to work. He's really something.

Our days are hectic and busy at ganun din si Fagan. He usually shows up to her unit with food or gifts,and ended up spending his night on her bed until it suddenly stopped. There are no calls and messages, no more surprise visit. He stopped showing up that made me upset. Is he done with me? Then I realized that there is no us - to be upset with. We're just fuck buddies in this kind of relationship. I tried to hush it away from my mind but I'm too mad to just let it go and forget about him.

I tried to move on - tried not to think of him everyday but I can't. I admit that it made me sad and made my heart hurt a lot but I remind myself that there is no us, that I have to move on. Na-attach ako sa kanya ng hindi ko namalayan. And I wanted to hit myself for expecting something from. Gusto ko syang kalimutan, so I tried meeting another guy - and I do nothing during our date is to sigh and still thinking of the difference between that jerk and this guy in front of me. Gusto ko nalang umuwi at magkulong sa kwarto ko - o yayain ko nalang kaya si Mandy mag bar?

" Miss Ray? "

Tumingin ako sa lalaking naka black suit na seryosong nakatingin sa akin at sa kasama ko.

" Bakit? "

" He asked us to take you to his home. "

At bakit? At bakit din nag utos sya ng mga tao na sunduin ako para lang makipag usap sa akin? At bakit ngayon lang?

" I'm sorry. I have to go somewhere. "
Hindi ko na hinintay na sumagot ang ka date ko at basta nalang pumasok sa sasakyan. Hindi lang ang driver-bodyguard ang nasa kotse, may ibang bodyguard din. May kotse sa unahan nitong kotse na sinakyan ko at meron din sa likuran. Hindi ko mapigilan ang di magtaka.