One Night in Desert

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How can he simply say those words like it's so easy for him? I was gaping at him and trying to consume what he just said. He didn't even ask me as if I have no right to decrease his statement.

" Are you...okay? Perhaps you're still bewildered cause of your lack of rest? It's better if you go home now, eat something nice and healthy, and have a good sleep? "
Or he needs good sex?

The brute smirked at her. He leaned over that our noses are touching because he moves unnecessarily.
" I'm not ridiculing about marrying you, I have slept well last night and yeah...you are right. I think I need nice and rough sex. How about morning sex, love? If you didn't go out earlier I guess I'm still whacking myself inside your wet pussy. You're still in bed at this time. Next time, tell me where are you heading. I can ask one of my bodyguards to run any errands for you. "

" That mouth of yours has no filter huh? You can say whatever you want. "

He beamed. " Why,are you wet and hot,love? I can do something about that. "

" Heh! Tumigil ka. No sex for you a month! At tungkol sa pagpapakasal sayo, pag iisipan ko pa! "
Nilagay ko na sa sink ang pinagkainan namin at nag umpisa ng naghahanda para sa lulutuin. Kaaga aga ang landi ng lalaking to.

" What? A month? Love! "

" You can rant all you want and please remember this Your Highness - you will not always get what you wanted. Learn to endure that lust of yours. And why don't you help me prepare this breakfast for us? "

Sumunod nga pero nagdadabog naman. Nakasimangot pa. He said he is not going to work for three days, ibig sabihin ilang araw nya akong kukulitin. Wait, I'm going to work - kaya magso-solo sya sa mansyon nya sa mga araw na yun.

After our breakfast, niyaya nya akong lumabas. Magshopping at kunain sa labas. He wants me to sleep at his house and I refused. Pero ang lalaking to, mabilis kumilos. He brought my already packed take-away things with him ng hindi ko napansin. Sinabi nya nalang sa akin ng nasa kotse na kami. Wala akong nagawa kundi ang tarayan ito.

Marami pa rin ang nag camping na taga medya sa harap ng gusali. Buti nalang mahigpit ang mga nagbabantay sa entrance at likuran kaya walang nakakapasok na hindi rito nakatira.

" Bakit maraming mga reporter o taga medya ang nasa labas? Anong meron? "

Pwede naman sa left side si Fagan at sa right ako ng upuan sa sasakyan pero hindi. Nakadikit ito sa akin na para bang may iba kaming kasama sa backseat. He hold my hand with his and place it in his lap.

" They're looking for you. The public knew you when I made a decision not to take the crown and my desire to have a family with you. I know it is risky but I want to world to know my soon to be wife. Wala akong plano na ilihim o itago ka sa publiko kahit ang kapalit nun ay ang privacy mo. But I promise I will protect you no matter what happens. That's why I was worried when you go out this morning. "

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. Hindi ko alam na ganun na pala ang nangyayari. Agad kong kinuha ang phone sa bag at agad pumasok ang mga mensahe mula kay Mandy, kay Fagan, at sa mga kasama ko sa trabaho. Kahit ang mga magulang ko ay nag message din.

My face and all about me are written on the internet - and I can't believe this. Kahit ang tungkol sa divorce ng parents ko, at ang malala may mga interview ng mga ex-lovers ko daw. I don't even know those jerks!

" Paano ako papasok ng trabaho nito kung pati ang kompanyang pinasukan ko ay alam na nila? And some of the articles are not true! "

He sigh. " I already called someone to take down those things. Don't worry. "

I'm worried about my safety if I go out alone. Kaya sa bahay nalang ako? About work? Pag iisipan ko pa kung anong gagawin ko.

" Eh bakit tayo lalabas ngayon pala? "

" We should not live our life for other people love. Gagawin natin ang gusto natin dahil gusto natin. "

Fagan insisted to shop for more clothes dahil sa kanya muna ako titira lalo pa at marami ng nakakilala sa mukha ko. Naiilang ako sa mga tingin ng ibang tao sa akin sa mall pero binalewala ko nalang. Namili rin kami ng mga kailangan sa bahay nito dahil nandito na rin naman kami. Instead of eating lunch at the restaurant, I asked Fagan to order a take away food. Pwede naman sa kotse nalang namin kainin. Hindi pa ako handa sa ganitong atensyon ng publiko sa akin.

I replied to Mandy after I eat my sandwich. Pati mga magulang ko na nakalimot na magparamdam sa akin simula ng may kanya kanya na silang pamilya ay ni-replyan ko ng simpleng 'okay lang ako. No worries.'

Fagan is busy at work in his residence while I entertain myself at the garden with my camomile tea. I think this spot is my favorite in this place because the garden has green-fine grass, a lot of tall and green trees that give me a silhouette to cover me up from the rays. I set my phone a timer on my camera, find an accurate angle, and stand with the borders. I like the result of the picture, it looks like a landscape somewhere in Europe. I posted it on my IG account without a caption on it. Mandy was the first one to comment.

Saan to?

Omg, are you overseas?

On vacation?

Hindi ko na pinansin ang mga comments at in-off any phone. Humiga ako as nakalatag na blanket at pumikit. Iniisip ko yung pinakaumpisa nito - kung paano ako napunta sa sitwasyon na to, if I can bear the responsibility of my action, if I can take responsibility for my choices, if my choices are the right one, and will I regret this in the future? I don't know. Didn't think about the consequence of all of this. I'm not sure if I am courageous enough to be in his world, I'm not sure either if I can turn my back on him and run away. Hindi ko yata kaya na hayaan si Fagan na harapin ang lahat ng to na mag isa after he bravely faced all his family members to stand on decisions he made.

Work, what about my work? Hindi naman siguro nila ako bigyan ng pansin just because I'm dating a royal blood.

" Are you sun-bathing? You should remove some clothes,love. "

My thoughts are disturbed by this brute. Is he done with his work because now he's here, invading my peace of mind?

I didn't answer him and kept my eyes closed. I can hear his strides and felt him sitting next to me and probably gazing at me.

I almost gasp loudly when his finger caresses my nose, my cheeks, till I feel his mouth on my lips for a smooch.

" I am sure you will be the best person I know will stick with me thru bad and good and worst. You will be the best decision I know I won't regret. I can't wait for us to grow old together and watch our kids living their best life. "

And my heart hurt hearing him say that because I can uphold that he is really serious about me.