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3 - Conversations

Yoongi pov

I stared at y/ns back as she was storming out of the room. I was very much in conflict with myself. A part of me was still angry at her for not taking this seriously and a part of me wanted to run after her to console her because she looked distressed.

When she was gone, I looked around the room and found everyone staring at me wide-eyed.

   'What are you all looking at?' I asked angrily.

They all awkwardly looked away and resumed their training. I ended up training with Jin in y/ns absence. The entire time I saw the look on his face as if he wanted to ask me how I was doing and why I did that.

As soon as we finished, I also walked out as first. I wasn't interested in talking to them about it. Especially not to Namjoon, I mean he had a reason to be pissed at me for going off on his sister.

In my frustration, I kicked the cabinet that was in the living room. I let out a sound of pain as that collusion actually hurt a lot.

It was sometimes too much. I didn't know how I became the leader of this bunch, but I did feel that responsibility. It made it harder for me that y/n was here. Whenever the others were close, I'd get extra worried and stressed out.

Plus at the moment we were short on supplies. If we couldn't locate food any time soon, we would weaken drastically and that could eventually end up in some of us not making it.

y/ns face appeared in my mind.

No, we will find something soon. We had to. 

     'Hey yoongi, everything okay?' Hoseok asked me which interrupted my train of thoughts.

     'yeah everything is fine' I answered curtly

     'You don't have to be fine all the time'

I sighed deeply, hoseok had known me the longest of all of them and I guess I was at the point that I wanted to share my worries

     'We are running short on supplies and it still takes us days before we reach the next town'

Hoseok nodded 'true, but we still have enough and maybe we will find a house on the way which still has supplies. I know you're worried. We all are, but try to not let it consume you.' 

I then observed some hesitation on his face

     'what?' I asked, as I was curious as to what he was thinking.

      'Why are you being so hard on y/n?'

      'I am not' I replied indignantly

Hoseok shook his head 'you know you are, and I also think that you know why. You don't have to tell me, but she has lost a lot, like all of us, so maybe you giving her a hard time is the last thing she needs'

I stared at him wide-eyed but then thought of his words and I nodded.

      'you're right.' 

y/n pov

    'hey sis' Namjoon said as he walked into my room

     'hey,' I answered, turning my head away as I didn't want him to see my red puffy eyes.

     'Are you okay?'

I shook my head 'no I am not, I don't know why this affects me so much, it's freaking annoying' I answered

But I did know the reason why.

      'It's because you like him' my brother answered without any hesitation.

I froze as I had no idea he knew

       'I- uh- I' I stuttered 'H-how did you know?' I eventually managed to form a full sentence.

My head was probably completely red by now.

Namjoon laughed out loud 'I've known you your entire life y/n, it's almost insulting you thought I wouldn't know'

Day 72

I had avoided Yoongi as much as I possibly could. I just wasn't in the mood to see him or talk to him. I knew in the current situation it was childish but him being this mean to me ached my heart.

The situation wasn't as simple anymore as it was before, I get that, but I couldn't turn off my feelings for him. and therefore it was his comfort I seemed to seek the most.

We had a break on this walking day and I climbed into one of the trees nearby. It was one of my habits, especially when I wanted to be alone.

I saw Yoongi walking towards my tree. My heart skipped a beat when I saw him coming up as well.

He took place on the opposite branch

     'y/n' he only said 

    'What are you doing here?' I replied in a quite hostile way.

His face turned sad, and he sighed deeply

     'I'm sorry, about yesterday'

I wasn't too sure what to say and my silence gave more space for Yoongi to continue

     'The situation.. The others are just very dangerous, and I sometimes think you don't understand this.' he spoke in a calm way, and I didn't feel offended by it as it didn't seem like he attacked me.

     'No, you're right I don't know as I haven't fought them.'

It was true, I hadn't. I had seen them in the distance, and I heard their sounds, but I never had been face to face with one in an actual fight. Yoongi's strategy was always to have my brother's friends scout the area. So he, Namjoon, Jin and Hoseok. It was never me or Huenkais's group.

They said it was because they had more experience, and they did. I knew they had fought with the others while we were hiding. I hated it but then again Namjoon explained to me he would find it harder to focus on my safety if I would tag along. Plus going with a big group didn't make much sense either. 

      'and hopefully, you won't have to' Yoongi said after a pause.

      'That was all that I wanted to say. Will you come back to the group? I think we will leave soon again.'

I nodded and climbed down, Yoongi followed my example.

       'getting down is harder than getting up' he said, slightly frustrated. I chuckled but right at that moment Yoongi's foot slipped and he fell down. It wasn't a big distance, but he grunted loudly.

I immediately stepped towards him 'are you alright?' I asked worriedly. but when I saw his face, he didn't look like he was in pain but rather

he chuckled 'climbing trees is obviously your expertise and not mine' 

I held out my hand to help him up. He took it and I pulled him up.

We looked at our intertwined hands, just for a moment, but it seemed to take minutes. Both of us raised our heads to look into each other's eyes.

     'y/n, Yoongi, you're coming?' Jin shouted at us.

We immediately let go of each other and Yoongi awkwardly looked away

     'We'd better go' I said in a low voice, obviously failing to hide my disappointment as I had the feeling we were sharing a moment.

      'yeah,' he said, in a similar disappointed tone.