𝐌𝐀𝐅𝐈𝐀'𝐒 𝐃𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐑 || 𝐆𝐗𝐆 ||

75

~ CHAPTER SEVENTY - FIVE ~

L . A

I sit on the sofa with my legs crossed and the plate of cookies in my hands.

"Give me some."Sofia whined and I stay quiet as thoughts run through my head.

I gulp as I come across one.

I turn the corner when before I could even stop a vehicle was speeding down the road and collided into the side.

My body was thrown off and I feel myself flying across in the air and then slammed against the road. Pain filled my body, running through my chest, stomach, legs, arms.

The last thing I saw was people rushing out of cars and then her face. Tears rolling down her cheeks and her mouth moving forming words I couldn't manage make out.

The cookie fell from my hand as tears filled my eyes. My body turned all numb and Sofia looked at me.

"Hey, hey what's wrong?"She asked as she rushed over.

"What's going on? Why are you crying?"She questioned and I look at her as a tear rolled down my cheeks and she pulled me into her arms.

"I got flashbacks to the motorcycle. It scares me."I answer and she sighed and ran her fingers in my hair and I groan.

"Shh it's okay it's over there's nothing left of it, there is no worry and no need for you to be scared for it."She whispered and I stay silent and put a pillow in my face as I let out a sigh.

My breathing increased as everything rushed back and hit my hard. The pain, the voices, the sounds. Just everything. It all came back and just like it was when the moment happened.

My chest rises and falls quickly as Sofia rubbed my back in attempt to calm me down.

I took deep breaths and and I clutch hold of her fingers as tears filled my eyes once again.

But what if it does end up happening again? Or the driver comes and hurts me once again? I would have no idea.

"I'm off to bed."I groan and she looked at me.

"Your seriously going to bed when having a panic attack?"She questioned in shock and I nod and stand up. My hands shaking as I walk up the stairs and tears fell.

"Lilith wait!"Josh yelled and I ignore him and walk into the bedroom and shut and lock the door behind me as I sit on the bed and burst into tears as my body shakes.

I cry for 20 minutes until I heard a knock on the door and I wipe my eyes and then the handle began to move showing someone is trying to get inside.

"Why is the door locked?"Amery's voice asked and I sniffle and I go under the duvet.

"Lilith?"She asked and I sigh.

"Leave us alone!"I yell and I hug the teddy bears tightly and she groaned.

"Who's us?"She asked and she sounds worried, annoyed, pissed off.

"Leave Amery!"I groan and I straighten out the fur on the teddy bear as tears blocked my eyes once more.

"Lilith let me the hell in!"She shouts and I ignore her and tears fall down my cheeks and then I get a message on my phone from her.

Who is in there?x

Nobody just me and Mrs Fox and Mrs Rabbit we just need space their mommy is not happy right now.

So my wife needs me so let me in please. X

I feel my cheeks burn at the nickname and a smile rose to my face.

Im not your wife. And no.

Well you will be so please let me in. I miss you :(

Too bad talk to me out of the door.

As you wish mommy.

Ahh not the nickname I am going to die.

"Can I come in?"She asked and I groan.

"Leave us alone woman!"I yell and I throw a shoe at the door and she chuckled.

"Let me in please I want to do something."She laughs and I put my head into my pillow.

"Alexa play friends by Chase Atlantic."I groan and the music starts playing.

"Don't try talking I can't hear you!"I yell and the door breaks and I look at the girl standing behind the broken door and she glared at me.

"You broke my door!"I gasp and she rolled her eyes and walked up to me.

Her arms wrap around me tightly as she kissed me softly.

"Fuck don't scare me like that."She groaned and I stay silent.

"I'm sorry"I mumble and folded her arms. I feel like I messed up, badly.

"You made me think someone else was there with you! You can't scare me like that babe."She sighed and I look down.

"I said I'm sorry"I whisper and she took my hand and pulled me close to her.

"Why were you crying?"She asked and I can see she's worried.

"It's nothing. Just flashbacks."I smile and she nods slowly and pulled me to her.

"But your good now right?"She asked and I nod and she smiles.

"I love you."She whispered, the feeling of her hot breath up against my ear.

"I love you too."I whisper back and her fingers carefully hover over my waist and she let out skin meet. Fuck.

"Now just to be sure you had nobody else I'm going to make you scream."She whispered and I look at her and connected our lips and she pushed me into the bed.

I remove her clothes and she does the same to mine and turned the door onto do not disturb.

Well I won't be able to walk tomorrow like usual.