I love yous should bring butterflies
Not forced cries
They shouldn't inflict pain
And they shouldn't dig up buried memories
Heart wrenching fear
That's all I can feel
I miss when I could feel happy about that statement
But I've been conditioned to believe that it shouldn't be a positive statement
Tears me apart ruthlessly... I love you
Questions me constantly... I love you
Makes me wonder my worth... I love you
Screaming... I love you
Threatening... I love you
Abuse... I love you
So why should I ever believe it again
YOU ARE READING
Ballad of an over thinker
PoetryHealing from bad relationships in the form of words. Some might be personal but hopefully this can help someone.
