Ballad of an over thinker

God save me

I was on my knees

In the pouring rain

Begging for someone to save me

Someone to love me

And suddenly a break came from the cool flow down my red cheeks

And a voice above me says

"I already have"

He knew that I needed him

And he knew that I was lost

And yet even after I had walked off to a place where I thought he'd never be able to reach me

He found me

He had been waiting on my to call out

Waiting for me to ask him to save me

He said he'd always wanted to

If only I'd allow him

I had never been walking the broken road on my own

Because he never left my side

It's impossible to save someone to who refuses help in the first place

Being able to push past your pride

And give your problems to God

Is where the healing has to begin