Ballad of an over thinker

Waiting on a savior

I'm waiting for a savior
Someone to save me from my own head
Because these memories keep disappearing
And then show up without amend
It's kind of sad really
How I can't keep out of my own head
I'm waiting for someone to save me
And he might be here all along
But I can't help but feel like he won't be here long
They always disappear
Gone without a trace
And leave me only broken in this place
Stuck forever in my mind
And scarred on my heart
It really should be considered my own work of art
Because I let it happen
And I am the cause of all these scars
No matter who caused them
And no matter how far
They hurt to this day
And I'm stuck in a state of dismay
Because I'm stuck in my head
Without no will to work on the mend