Sometimes I do things
To push you
I want to make you mad
I want to push your limits
Because I want to see how much you can take
Before you see the real me
I want to see if you can handle it
And I know it's wrong
But I do it anyways
So I'll tell you I'm going to cut my hair
I'll ignore you're presence
And I'll tell you I'm going to move away
And I'm not sure why I do it
But the problem is that I do
And I don't ever know when to stop
I make people angry
So I know how they will act
When I do something I will really regret
When I reach my breaking point in front of you
And it pisses me off
How no matter how hard I try
You always stay calm
And you never yell
I don't understand it
And so I'm sure I'll make it worse
YOU ARE READING
Ballad of an over thinker
PoetryHealing from bad relationships in the form of words. Some might be personal but hopefully this can help someone.
