Ballad of an over thinker

Sorry in advance

I'm sorry in advance
For all the pain I could put you through
You see, I try to keep it inside
I really do
But sometimes it explodes
Like a beautiful bomb of red and blue
Blood dyed by hate
I can't help it
You see when you keep such dark things inside for so long of time
They always manage to escape
And it always sticks to those I see as saints
The purest hearts are always tainted
And that
You with the beautiful soul
Is why you should stay away
Why you should run
Run
Until you can't be broken by my fractured mind
It's contagious
So I'm sorry
For when I will inevitably hurt you
It was never my intention
Your heart should never have reached for mine
The one covered in ice
But for some reason the shadows are enchanting to the light
And they draw you in
Just long enough to keep you
So I'll tell you once more
Run
Run before you get lost
Swallowed by the puddle of tears on the floor