𝓒𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮/ 𝓝𝓲𝓴𝓴𝓲 𝓢𝓲𝔁𝔁

*∙𝚁𝚊𝚣𝚣𝚕𝚎 𝙼𝚢 𝙱𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚎.....∙*

(A/N: he is so good looking omg I love you razzie💞)

-Time skip to 1984:

It's 1984 and the boys are extremely know all over the world. Sharise who is Vinces wife and now carrying his baby girl is the sweetest woman on this planet. I've also met a really cute guy. My best mate. Razzle from Hanoi Rocks.

We were at a party at Vinces place. I was sitting on the couch sipping my Jack and watching how Vince is 'flirting' with some chick Grace.

"Hey mick." Nikki says "hey are you in the band?"nikki says in a high pitched voice

"What the fuck do you think?"mick says trying to imitate Vince

"Did you meet my wife Sharise? Do you want to have a threesome?" Tom says in a deep voice as I look at him with wide eyes

"Tom what the fuck is wrong with you man?"nikki says to Tom

"She's fucking pregnant man!" I say

"That's fucked up man!" Nikki says before adding "I'm just fucking with you! I'm just fucking with you man! But don't be a fuckin dick man..... okay?" He says

"Don't be a fuckin dick Zutaut." I say as I go back to drinking my jack

"Hey Jane!" I see razzle walking up to me sitting beside me kissing my cheek as I kiss his lips trying to make Nikki jealous

"Hey me and Vince are gonna go get some more booze!" He says

"Razz I  don't think that's a good idea you two are in no condition to drive" I say beginning to get worried

"Ah come one darlin we'll be fine don't worry" he says before kissing my lips picking me up and starting to kiss me more hungrily
As he puts me down and kisses me one last time before going to Vince and waving me goodbye as I go back to the sofa sitting beside Nikki

"So you and Raz" He says

"Yeah so?"i says a bit sassy

"Well to be honest I don't really like the idea." He says and u couldn't believe what I was hearing

"What the fuck do you care?!" I raise my voice

"Well honestly Jane.... I still love you." He says looking at his feet as I get up and lean down to him being inches away from his lips so he thought I was going to kiss him
Instead I said "well you should have thought about that before fucking some other slut." before walking away to Sharise

-After the party:

"Hey Sharise! Sharise? Are you alright?" I ask as I see her crying in the kitchen

"Uh J-Jane I think you should sit down." She says sobbing

"Sharise what's wrong?" I ask again as the other three get in the kitchen

"Uh Vince and Raz- they- they got into an accident." She says between sobs

No this couldn't be happening. Not my Razzie.

"A-Are they ok?"I ask feeling my eyes fill with tears

"No." She says nodding her head "Vince is in the hospital but Razzle- he. He didn't make it Jane." She says starting to breakdown again

No. No. NO! Why is this happening?! Razzle is dead! I break down in tears feeling some strong arms around me. I didn't care if it was Nikki I was too crushed at that moment. I felt like a big peace of my already broken heart was taken away from me again. Why does my life have to be so shitty.

I might as well kill myself. I cant live without him.

(A/N: I am so sorry if you are sobbing as much as me rn! I love him sm😭💘)