𝓒𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮/ 𝓝𝓲𝓴𝓴𝓲 𝓢𝓲𝔁𝔁

*∙𝙽𝚎𝚠 𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝙺𝚒𝚜𝚜.....∙*

Christmas was a blast! Sharise is pregnant! Oh I've been waiting for this to happen since the moment I've met her. She's my best friend and she's always going to be. Forever!

-December 31st 1990:
Finally it's New Year's Eve! 1990 was great but i cant wait to see what 1991 will bring.

"Hey there baby girl." I say going into Gabbys room taking her from her crib

"Is my little precious ready for New Years?" I say with a huge smile spreaded across my face

"Awwww wait let me take a picture!" I hear Nikki say in the doorway
He came back with a polaroid camera taking a picture of me and gabby

"By the way you look extremely hot babe." He says walking twords me giving me a passionate kiss

"I can say the same about you Sixx." I say back with a chuckle

We're having a huge party for new years everyone is coming.

"Sharise!" I yell excitedly running twords her giving her a big massive hug

"Hey babe!" She says back giving a huge hug right in return

"Hey Vinnie!" I say going towards him giving him a hug too

"Hey Janie." He says smiling

As everyone arrived we were outside in the back yard. Wasnt the best idea cuz it was quite cold but whatcha gonna do. I had the baby monitor with me so I could hear if gabby starts crying when she goes to bed.

"Hey guys isn't it cold." Heather says as us girls nod holding ourselves to get warm as I feel a warm jacket on top of my shoulders

"Better?" Nikki asks

"Much. Thank you honey." I say kissing him

"How about we go inside? Gabby is getting quite fussy and sleepy." Sharise suggests

As we all come inside me, Sharise and Heather go upstairs to Gabbys room to get her to sleep

"Hey Jane why have you've been acting so weird lately?" Heather asks

"Weird?" I ask confused

"Yeah. Like something is wrong but you're too afraid to show it." She explains

In fact something was wrong. A few months back after Gabby was born I went to the doctor for a check up. They told me that I might not be able to have children anymore. That crushed me. So if I ever have any more kids it's a god's blessing.

"Alright ill tell you. But you have to promise me you won't tell Nikki." I say with a sigh

"I was at the doctors in July for a checkup. They told me that- that I may not be able to have any more children." I say tears starting to fill my eyes

"Oh my god. Honey. Come here." Sharise says pulling me into a hug as Heather joins in
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"Alright everyone! A few more minutes till midnight!" I say as I come down the stairs

"Are you ok?" Nikki asks

"Yeah I'm fine." I say with an attitude going away as I feel a hand on my wrist pulling me back

"Baby don't lie to me." He says seriously

"A- ah alright ill tell you. But later. I promise." I say holding his cheek before giving it a kiss

"Alright." He says smiling giving me a kiss
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"Alright everyone 15 seconds till new year!" Tommy yells

"Alright! 1991 here we come!" Nikki says as I smile up at him

"10!" We yell as Nikki and I look at each other