50 Things I Don't Know About "K"

Questioning

I didn't even notice it but a month already flew by, it felt like a decade for me.

Well, nothing interesting happened anyway. Just the usual of me rarely going outside as well as spending little time with Ning and the others, though it's strange.

That past month, ever since that incident back in Jeju. Karina began to slowly stray away from us, spending her free time mostly with her boyfriend.

That's when I thought, that call must've been from Kai.

I wonder what's it about? My guess, it's probably something relating to that thing we talked about back at the mansion.

Not that I feel anything about it, right now I'm blank as a canvas... I couldn't care less anymore.

Nonetheless, nothing seems to be any problem with is so I shrugged it off. I understand both of their situations, and it's not my job to be nosy about it anyway.

"Do you think we'll ever be successful in the future?"

Ryujin who was beside me asked whilst sipping on her juice box, and I don't even remember how I ended up hanging out with her instead of Ning and the others.

I shrugged, "I've considered becoming a nun."

"Pfft, seriously?"

"Well, I rarely feel anything so I guess it wouldn't have that much of an impact- Wait, why am I even here with you again?"

Presently, the two of us are seated by the sports field. Not sure what we're doing here, but I guess it had something to do with the cheerleaders practicing in front of us.

Ryujin laughed, "I helped you escape becoming a third wheel."

"Ha?"

"Don't you think it's a bit awkward to be grouped with four of your friends who are dating, then there's you being all single?"

"Oh, I've never thought about that."

Now that she mentioned it, earlier I was walking with my three closest friends and Kai who seemed to be getting closer with Karina these days.

Like a normal person who had feelings for someone within the group, I should've opposed him hanging with us.

But the thing is... I'm not normal, and I didn't appear to feel anything about it so it was fine.

Therefore, the thought of something awkward of me tagging along didn't really hit me. Well, not until Ryujin just said it.

"That thought never came to me since I rarely felt anything."

"Sometimes I pity you. Like if I were you... I'd be screaming from embarrassment right now."

I snickered whilst lightly pushing her shoulder, "Shut the fuck up."

"Right." Ryujin chuckled before crossing her arms in thought, "But you know what's weird?"

"What?"

"The past month, whenever we queue up in-game you're not acting like your usual self."

"Ahhh, is that so?"

"See?!" Ryujin pointed at me, "You're doing it again!"

"Yeah?"

"You look lifeless, I'm aware that you have that condition of yours— but this is just odd."

I chuckled, "Thanks for the worry, but I'm fine."