coming out

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tw!! there will be slurs, mentions of death and abuse

sorry if any of these trigger you, if they do please go take care of urself u deserve it:))

i walked home from one of the worst days of school this kid jared wouldnt leave me alone all day, he calls me princess all the time and makes fun of me for being trans,he stole my journal and read it out to the whole class until i walked in and started a fight with him, even tho he has been bullying me for years he has called me a tranny infront of the whole class and multiple teachers i was the one to get suspended for a week it was the last week of school so i guess not too bad . during my walking i rembered i left a note at home for my mom to read. my coming out note. i started to panic realising she couldve rang my dad and now theyre both at home waiting for me not to mention they have definitly been told about what happened today im so dead 

i approched the front door i took a deep breath in and braced for impact i got hit enough at school i could handle this right? i stepped throught the doorway cautiously, i turned the corner to see my dad stood up and my mom sat at the table with my note in my moms hands,both of them staring at me with pure anger in thier eyes im not gonna be okay i cant handle this i went to turn around

 "maxine you get here right now" my dad said sternly

i slowly turned around and walked into the kitchen sealing my fate at that point i had my head low and i was shaking

i heard my dad snatch the note out of my mothers hands, i flinched at the sound

"WHAT DO YOU CALL THIS EXPLAIN THIS TO ME NOW MAXINE" he roared at me

i couldnt talk i was frozen, i couldnt even move i was terrified 

"well?ANSWER ME WHEN I TALK TO U"

"i-im sorry sir-" i whispered

"YOURE A DISGRACE YOU ARENT SOME QUEER ARE YOU?" he grabbed my shoulders and i started sobbing ive seen him angry but never this angry even when he drank he wasnt this angry

"n-no sir-" i said through tears 

he threw me to the ground and then *WHACK* he slapped me across the face but it didnt hurt yet i felt the impact but no pain, i stood up to run only to feel my hood being yanked backwards

"YOU DONT LEAVE TIL I SAY SO BRAT" his voice is getting louder i look over to my mom shes sat there just staring no emotion just staring i felt other hit on my arm i yelped out for my mom 

"i dont know who u are youve killed my daughter, i cant even bare looking at you, you arent my child" she said in a cold dead tone 

i felt my heart sink i thought out of everyone in my family she would atleast kinda try to help, already knew my dad would never and my sisters have already moved out a few months prior and they hated me always have. i cant believe she would say that to my face.

i gave up after that i took every hit my dad dealt out everything he said to me i took it, i just cried it felt like forever i couldnt feel my face or arm be the end of it, he stopped and said nothing i ran upstairs and locked my door i flew onto my bed and sobbed til i fell asleep i woke up the next day and looked in the mirror at my injuries i have a black eye my face was bruised with alot of cut and scratches my arms were badly bruised too my vision was a bit foggy in my right eye and i had a headache from crying, i didnt leave my room for ages until my dad banged on my door yelling 

"GET UP WE'RE SENDING YOU TO CAMP CAMPBELL AND DONT THINK THIS IS SOME REWARD OKAY? ME AND UR MOTHER WANT A RELAXING SUMMER WITHOUT ANY QUEERS ALRIGHT?"

i got up and started packing me stuuf my mother came in with some stuff and shoved it into my bag, some girly shit for me to wear, i had a shower and ran out for the bus, 

i arrived at camp within about an hour to be greeted by this really tall obnoxious guy and a shorter depressed looking lady, "you must be maxine welcome to camp!"

"uh actually its maxwell im a boy maxine is my mothers name she mustve gotten it mixed up"

"oh alrighty then maxwell ill fix that i hope u enjoy camp campbell ill bring you for a tour around!" 


note

this is a shorter chapter i was gonna go more in dept with this chapter but as to not upset anyone with graphics ect i kept it vague enough

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