Falling For A Nerd (Luke Hemmings)

Chapter 4

PLEASE SKIP THIS CHAPTER IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED OR DOESNT LIKE THE TOPIC OF SELF HARM. MESSAGE ME IF YOU NEED TO TALK TO ME, I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE SAME XOXO

------------------------------------------

I ran home in the pouring rain, I was soaked but I had only one thing on my mind.

Once I got home I went straight to my bathroom. I locked the door behind me and slid down crying my eyes out. I crawled towards the cupboard where I leave the one thing which helps me cope with the pain. My blade.

I slowly stand up breathing deeply. I've been clean for around 6 months now and all that hard work is going down the drain. I put the blade close to my skin and started cutting.

1 CUT
"HE NEVER LOVED YOU"

2 CUTS
"WHY WOULD HARRY EVEN WANT YOU"

3 CUTS
"YOUR FAT, YOUR UGLY, NO ONE WILL WANT YOU"

4 CUTS
"YOU DESERVE TO DIE"

*KNOCK KNOCK*

"Louise, I'm home, can you hurry up please I need to have a shower." My mother said behind the door.

"Yeah of course mum, I'll be 5 minutes".

I quickly washed my arm without making any noise even though it stings so much. I pulled my sleeve down and the washed the sink and also put my blade away.

I went to bed thinking about what Harry said to me, Im really not worth anyone.

-------------------------------------

I'm sorry I haven't uploaded in like a month. Doing my GCSEs and its hard to balance everything. I'm sorry xoxo

Follow me on twitter - @_MukeAndNarry_