Listen to What?

Part 10 || out if my mind

Hana's POV

We skated more and the longer I stayed here with him the more I forget about everything that bothers me.

Sunghoon: "you finally got it, you don't need me anymore" he said in a neutral tone as he watched me move around by myself.

Hana: "I want to skate with you, even if I know how to do it by myself" he smiled and came close to me and held my hand again. He removed his jacket and placed it over my shoulders

Sunghoon: "if you felt cold you should've told me" he went beside my right ear from behind so I could almost feel his mouth. He tied a knot in the sleeves so it wouldn't fall behind me. I looked at him while he continued to tie it. So close. He finished then looked at me

Hana: "how did you know?" I turned around looking up at him since he was way taller

Sunghoon: "I could see your body shivering" I smiled and I just suddenly hugged him. I hugged him? I wrapped my arms around his waist and sighed. Too late to go back now. He hesitantly placed his arms around me too and rested his head on my head crouching down a bit

Hana: "thanks for making me feel better. You didn't have to do this. I know you like being alone" I did feel guilty.

Sunghoon: "I used to like being alone, but not anymore. Not unless it's with you" I freeze. "Let's go home? You should rest, I don't want you to get sick" I nodded and after we removed our skates and stuff, he walked me home.

While walking, I had a thought for a quick moment. When I'm around Heeseung, I feel thousands of butterflies in my stomach. That's because I like him. When I'm with Sunghoon I don't feel light headed, butterflies or anything a person would feel when they like someone. But I can't tell myself I'm not falling for him. I don't want to be the type of person to like 2 people at once. With Sunghoon, I feel safe and comfortable, with Heeseung I feel relaxed and calm but I'm nervous. Always nervous.

Sunghoon: "stop thinking so hard, whatever it is it's good to just clear your head and just enjoy" he closed his eyes while the wind blew against his face. He looked perfect. Wasn't that- the same word I described Heeseung? *sigh* I walked until Sunghoon held my hand

Hana: "what are you doing?"

Sunghoon: "we're at your house already silly" I looked to my right and my facial expression changed. Oh yeah we are. I looked back at him and smiled

Hana: "oh sorry, haha, I'll uhh I'll see you tomorrow?" He nodded and went near me. He looked at me then to my lips. I didn't move a muscle. He moved closer until he stopped, closed his eyes, and moved away. I exhaled a breath I didn't even know I was holding

Sunghoon: "I'll see you tomorrow Han" he caressed my hair twice and smiled. He ran off after looking back one last time smirking. Why did he smirk like that? While still confused I just entered my house to rest.

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When I finished everything I needed to do, I was left bored. I looked around my room and my sight landed on the fake flower Heeseung bought me. That's one good thing that came out of me being allergic to flowers. They'll last forever. I picked it up and twisted it between my fingers. Behind it on the floor was my old guitar. Haven't seen that in a while. I placed the flower down on my desk and bent down to dust the dirt off my guitar.

I hit some of the strings and smiled recalling a lot of memories. Heeseung taught me how to play. I chuckled once and sat down on the bed. I tuned it a bit and started playing random songs I remember.

Heeseung's POV

Bianca: "so yeah I was thinking of probably going for a fashion course in college. How about you?"

Heeseung: "something in the field of gadgets and technology"

Bianca: "that's so cool!" I smiled as she continued to praise me. "Why do you have to be so tall? Now every time I wanna face you I have to look up" I laughed

Heeseung: "sorry?"

Bianca: "I'm kidding, I like it that you're tall" she held my arm for a quick moment then continued to walk beside me. She held me! Oh my gosh! I have to tell- my face turned from a smile to confusion. Tell Hana? Ever since a while ago I feel like I have to tell Hana every single good thing that happens to me. She was always on my mind this whole time. What if she gets mad at me for not spending enough time with her? Is she alright? I wonder what she's doing. Did she eat dinn-

Bianca: "hey I have to go, I'll see you tomorrow ok?" I nodded and we bid our goodbyes and I ran home. I asked myself like how many times. Hana shouldn't be the one in my mind, it's supposed to be Bianca. But I keep feeling like Hana's being disregarded. I should call her.

I entered the house and laid down on my bed. I searched her name and clicked it while the FaceTime rang. She answered and she was holding her guitar. I remember that.

Heeseung: "wow you haven't touched that in ages. Do you still remember how to play or did your 2 brain cells already forget?"

Hana: "haha very funny, these 2 brain cells are still smart enough to hang up on you right now"

Heeseung: "hey I'm kidding!" We both laughed. Without realizing it all my thoughts of Bianca just went out the window "what were you playing?"

Hana: "this" she started to strum the guitar and I recognized the tune right away. It's the song I taught her, the very first one. She continued to play and I liked watching her through my phone. I started screen recording without telling her. She hummed a bit which made it all better. "How was it?"

Heeseung: "as bad as before" she rolled her eyes

Hana: "I'd bang this guitar on you if you were beside me" I laughed. Oh wait I forgot to stop recording. "So what's up? Why did you call?" Oh right, I was supposed to tell her about what happened tonight with Bianca.

I told her everything, from the moment we met until I jogged home. She stayed quiet just being there and listening to me. She's always been a great listener. My heart started beating fast. I swallowed. What was that? Never mind. I've been talking too much, I should ask what she did

Heeseung: "so uhh did you play guitar the whole day?" She looked around and hesitated for a bit.

Hana: "yeah, just chilled in the house the whole day" she yawned and I told her she should sleep.

Heeseung: "ok, good night love you"

Hana: "hmm..." then she hung up. Why hasn't she been saying it back? She seemed out of it the whole time we called. I wonder if there's something she's not telling me. I feel light headed, as if I was nervous talking to her. Did I bother her? I don't think I was? Is she starting to find me annoying?

Hana's POV

Well shit I accidentally brought home Sunghoon's jacket. I noticed it when Heeseung asked me what I did today. He seemed so excited about his 'date' with Bianca I didn't wanna bore him with what I did. I picked up Sunghoon's jacket and hung it on my chair to bring to school tomorrow. I laughed to myself on how I didn't even notice it when I took a bath a while ago. I sighed, and let my hand rest on his jacket thinking about what Hoon did for me.

A/N's POV

Both best friends wondered about their feelings. They thought of each other and the person they may like. Heeseung to Bianca, Hana to Sunghoon. They were both scared. Everything's starting to change, their feelings started to change. Hana couldn't stop her feelings towards Heeseung, until now. Heeseung can't even decide what he feels towards both girls. But one question remained the same for both of them

Is it dangerous that I might fall for you?

... But the thing is, are they both referring to each other? Or someone else...