Chapter 26

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Hey! I read all the comments yesterday and I'm glad to see other's POV. Now, with all these resources, I can do some POVS for every character.
~Back to story~

Suddenly, someone tapped y/n's shoulder. She flinched and turned around to see the most unexpected person: Taehyung?!

"Hey, I got to know about everything after Jin told me. I figured I should be there for someone who I know would be having a hard time right now" taehyung said

"Taehyung oppa...wow..Honestly, I feel like I'm such a problematic person. I have various fights, with my friends in the past and even right now plus with you guys too. I'm a pathetic loser, probably not mature and a crybaby" y/n spoke, feeling down

"You're not...stop being hard on yourself" tae spoke

"You know, when I saw your social media account, I saw that you participated in a Love Yourself Campaign. As well as that you helped so many people there. But now I found out that you don't even love yourself because of all this criticism on yourself. Tell me what do you think love yourself means?"

"Uhm..loving the way you look instead of criticizing yourself" Y/n spoke

"Well, that's half correct. It means that you should actually accept the way you are. No matter how you look, your gender, your skin color, your personality, and everything else. Just accept the fact that you are you. Don't think that you're problematic because you keep getting in fights. Maybe there are other factors to consider" tae said

"I am trying to! I'll keep trying till I get there. Thank you for being here when no one was" y/n spoke

"Right now, let everything out of your mind and just stare at the night sky till you fall asleep" tae spoke

They both stopped talking and just looked up to the night sky. After a while, y/n found that taehyung was fast asleep and put a blanket over him. She couldn't sleep due to insomnia. So she just meddled around in her mind with all the thoughts she had.
(Her POV begins here)

Taehyung's right...I keep telling everyone to love themselves but what about me? I guess I should try, I, sure I will get there and stop blaming everything on me.

I was just looking at my side of the story when I fought with Jin oppa. I wanted to be free, get the freedom that any 17 year old extrovert would want. Being an only child, I always wanted a sibling or friend to talk to. That's the reason why I find friends easily and am a extrovert.

But then, I became so rebellious when he was trying to 'control' me when actually he was just trying to protect me. He always spoke about wanting a little sister anyways. It isn't that he doesn't trust me. He doesn't trust everyone else around me.

He was right. I didn't see his story side back then. I do make friends easily and trust anyone and everyone. I should be careful. This world has evil in it. I would definitely fall for someone with just two sweet words.

I think I'm totally confused about everything. When I spoke about the boyfriend topic, I could see their faces change like they didn't want that happening.

Oh god...but what about Jihun, if they found out then...I messed up didn't I?

(end of her POV)
Y/n didn't even notice when she felt sleepy and fell asleep on Taehyung's shoulder under the night sky, under the warm cozy blankets, under the cool breezes.

MEANWHILE (Jin's POV)
I casually sat on my sofa in my room reading a book. I wasn't looking at what I was reading though because I had other thoughts in my mind. So I kept aside my book.

I only thought about myself and didn't even think of what y/n just be thinking.

She's just a kid, still a teenager. 17 years old. And teenagers do make mistakes sometimes but sometimes they are the most maturest of any age group. Because of everything happening to them.

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