save me

chapter 14

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WRITER'S POV
The sunrays entered the darkened room and lit it up with its light . Amelia was still caressing her hairs , after she had woken up this morning , she did her morning business and after that she didn't even move an inch away from her , the knights didn't entered the room afraid that she might wake up anytime and get another panic attack seeing then .
Amelia was still looking at her daughter when she felt her stirring in her sleep , she was waking up , a faint smile marred her exhausted face .
"sweetheart" rose opened her eyes slowly as she heard the familiar faint voice calling out for her .Her eyes widened in horror when she realized someone was close to her , on instinct she crawled up , ignoring the pain she felt in her body ..
"rose , rose ..relax honey its me , your mama ..please baby look at me" amelia stepped back and raised her hand in surrender showing that she didn't mean any harm to her .
Rose reluctantly looked in front of her , her heartbeat raced faster with every passing second ,afraid to see the monster infront of her again , but relief washed over her when she realized it was really her mama .
"m-mama" her voice was just a mere whisper ,laced with fear and only fear . She was scared to death .
"my baby" amelia walked over to her and sat beside her .
"m-m-ma-ma h-he m-a -maa h-e" rose couldn't say a single even word clearly , her mind was still filled with fear of him , the man that showed her what hell was .
"shhhh baby , mama is here , shhh everything will be ok " amelia embraced her daughter who broke down in to uncountable sobs .
"mama" she cried hysterically in her arms as she clutched on to her mother's top tightly , she cried all her pain out , listening to her cries the knight walked over to her room but didn't enter , they felt helpless and vulnerable when they heard her crying so much , there was so much pain in the sound of it that it was hurting them as well .
After few hours , she stopped crying and laid still on her mother's lap just staring blankly at the sky infront of her through the window .while amelia was still stroking her hairs , none of them spoke a word until amelia decided to break the silence .
"rose" amelia whispered looking at her daughter who was just staring blankly .
"hmm" rose hummed
"your dad and brothers want to see you , should i let them in " amelia asked desperately hoping for a yes but her heart clenched in pain when rose didn't say anything , she just turned so her face was now hidden in her waist and she clutched onto her mother tightly ..her sobs again made their way through the silent room .
"rose baby what happened" amelia asked , worried .

"i-i c-cant m-m-eet th-hem " rose stuttered out in between her sobs .
"why rose" amelia asked her daughter , her own eyes welling up with tears now .
"i-i am di-dir-ty" she whispered , her voice laced with disgust for herself and cried hysterically "t-they wi-will be d-di-disgu-ted with m-e , h-hate m-e" amelia cupped her face as soon as she heard those words .
"listen to me rose and listen to me very carefully ..your brothers , your dad and i love you , you are family , none of us would ever hate you no matter what happens , we are family we love eachother regardless of the flaws we have and why would they be disgusted with you , it wasn't your fault , and you are not dirty , purity doesn't lies in vagina ..purity lies in soul and heart and you my dear are the purest soul one would ever come across , i know its tough , its hard but i promise you all of us will help you to get out of this phase ,you just have to trust me and our family , we will never leave you ..never " amelia said kissing her forehead . Rose nodded taking a deep breathe .
"now do you wanna meet the boys" amelia asked with a soft smile to which rose just nodded . Amelia walked over to the door and opened it as she let the knights enter the room .
Rose didn't dare to look at anyone of them , tho she knew they loved her but a part of her was afraid of seeing disgust and hate in their eyes .
"rose" nathaniel walked over to her , the knights brother stood beside his father , nathaniel sat beside her , she still didn't broke her stare with the ground , anxious , scared and disturbed , somewhere expecting a glare , a hit or worse some words that would cut her deep .
"rose" nathaniel extended his hand to cup her cheek but out of reflex she flinched , her eyes filled with dread , tight shut , their heart clenched , this was not something they had ever wished to see .
"i am sorry" nathaniel said , rose opened her eyes and then she saw something she had never seen before , a tear that rolled down his cheek .
"Dad" leaving beside all her fear , she threw himself in her father's warm embrace , nathaneil stilled for a second , but he hugged her back when he heard her sobs .
"don't cry please" she spoke in between her sobs , nathaniel nodded as he kissed her forehead
"come sit " nathaniel made her sit on the bay window . rose wiped his tears as he wiped hers . Alex and ethan sat beside her .
"we will always be with you rose " alex said as he cupped her chin and gave her an encouraging smile .
"right we gonna fight everyone and everything that would come in our way now" ethan said as he wrapped his hand around her shoulder . Rose gave a forced smile , still feeling numb .
"but for now we gonna have our breakfast " ehshaan said as he brought a tray filled with her favourite dishes .
"i don't want to eat" rose said , her voice hoarse , her eyes all red and sad , the knights mentally whimpered looking at her state but they ignored it and decided to cheer her up .
"aww rosey you just hurt me , you know how much hardwork i did to cook all of these " ethaan dramatically said keeping a hand on his heart .
"shut up ethi..all you did was transferring those dishes to plate" ehshaan smacked ethan's head making him groan .
"don't call me that " ethaan scrunched up his nose in disgust as he heard that nickname .
"really ethi or what will you do hun" ehshaan mocked as he kept hitting his head ...
"oh you are dead ehshi poo" ethaan launched towards him but ehshaan dodged and now both of them were running in the room like tom and jerry , a giggle left rose's throat , seeing her elder brothers behaving like cartoons .
A smile plastered their faces , silently vowing to not let her cry ever again but only if they knew that it was just the beginning of her doom .

IN RUSSIA
While rose and her family were trying their best get her out of the phase , somewhere in russia , two people were madly fucking eachother , they were devouring eachother as if they hadn't seen eachother for ages , their was so much thirst in their eyes for each other that every after fucking eachother for hours they were still hungry for eachother .
"fuck"
"fuck"
"fuck"
"yes harder babe"
"oh yes "
"ahhhh fuck"
"i love you damien "
"i love you too babe"