save me

40

not edited or even proof read so you might see a lot of mistakes

writer's pov

"I am your freind"

"No" Rose spoke after a few moments of silence.

"You are his wife" she said gulping down her sob refusing to let it escape.

Her wedding was only a reminder of pain that refused to accept or deal with.

"I am just as helpless as you are Rose" Irina touched her arm making her flinch.

any kind of touch reminded her of pain, of humiliation, of murder, of violation.

"What do you mean, weren't you the one who took my son from me" she asked rubbing the spot she touched, she looked normal to Irina but her brain was racing to scratch off damiens touch from her body, she was going frantic, but she contained it well.

"I didn't take him, damien did and gave him to me forcefully, just like he married me forcefully"

"Forcefully?"

"Yes, damien loved me but I didn't want to be in the mafia, I didn't love him, but he went ahead and talked to my brother who agreed In greed of becoming the brother on law of the boss, and they forced me get married, he....he even raped me" Irina lied effortlessly and broke down In sobs, fooling Rose who is too innocent for her own good.

her heart broke seeing Irinas pain the same one she is going through and if it wasn't for her obsessive thoughts about damiens touch she would've hugged her.

"Listen....I am not allowed to step out of my room, I sneaked here to tell you that I can manage to bring ethan to you so you can spend time with him" Rose's ears perked and hope filled her eyes, she took a step closer her eyes shimmering with excitement.

"You...you can?" she asked with a smile, a smile begging for her son.

Irina nodded "no one comes I'm your bedroom after dinner and damien will come home late tommorow so you can spend time with ethan, just don't sleep and wait for Me okay" she said and left leaving Rose alone in the depressing room, but the thought of her son kept her entertained, she failed to fall asleep whole night, and when the day started she couldn't eat or could wait for the night to come and when it finally did she kept looking at the door every other second, it wasn't like she had anything else to do in that room.

a knock rapped on the door and Rose jumped up from her bed hoping it would be her son but to her disappointment it was xavin, who looked surprised at her enthusiasm, cuz she is usually sulking on the ignoring any living being in her room,

"what are you so happy about?" he asked suspicion seeping in him, he closed the distance to study her more,

"look here" he put his finger under her chin and she slapped it away but regretted it as she knew too well know that she can't get away from anything in life,

"Just....plea...please don't hurt me" she said as her tears fell on his shoe.

he felt the urge to wipe her tears, his fingers tingled to caress her face to comfort her, but he didn't, he stepped back.

"I wasn't planning to" he said making Rose look up to him and his heart felt a pang,

It shouldn't bother me, this is not my concern.

he struggled with his emotions.

"I was here to warn you though" he said looking at rose who looked at him questioningly.

"You won't be hurt now, no one will hurt you now, just accept this is your life now, do as we say and you'll be fine, DONT.DO.ANYTHING STUPID"  he said it multiple times till now, he came here to say it again, to remind her again, and her heart beat got faster.