save me

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Ethans pov

I tried not to groan and moan as I gained my consciousness, it was dark, I was still tied up to this but chair but I was now in a room, it was quite dark, I tried not to cough anymore but the dried up blood in my mouth was making me retch, I sighed and stared up at the ceiling, as tears cascaded down my temples, it hurt, not the physical bruises, but the betrayal, and the fact that he was dumb enough to believe nikolaev siblings, and the fact that my sisters rapist was right here somewhere and I couldn't do anything about it ripped my heart apart I wanted to burn them all alive, I wanted to give rose a knife and make her stab his dick till there was nothing left to stab.

But all my thoughts halted as soon as I remembered that they will send me to russia, and its their territory, as soon as I am in russia it's a wrap, I'll never see light of the day, I'll never step out, being in russia means being a dead man, and he'll keep fooling my dear sister and rest of the family, I need to tell them the truth or else we are doomed, my little sister is unsafe with her rapist freely roaming in our house.

I looked at the vent and I knew the only problem right now was these binds.

I could break a glass but i cant make a sound, I could hear faint moans as damien fucked his wife making me retch even more than I already was.

I looked around and saw that the dresser had mirror panels all over it making a pretty sharp edge for me, I scooted my chair with as much silence as I could and began working on the rope which would be a long process, after I don't know how many hours the rope was somewhat weak and started pulling my hands in opposite direction hope to break it, I groaned silently as the rope began cutting my wrists but it worked my hands were free and soon my legs I wobbled a bit as soon as I stood up but my legs wobbled a lot since I have been sitting since so long, I dashed towards the toilet as soon as I gained strength in my legs, I know it was a risky move but I have been here two days, so yeah that's that.

I climbed up the vent with ease, and I could see reflection of Irina and damiens R RATED shadow and gagged, I decided to land into staff dressing area so I wouldn't be caught as I would be dressed a hotel staff, and off to my home, towards safety.

I dashed into a taxi and sighed in relief, the ride home was anxious and I was brutally injured but adrenaline helped for now, I got off at a distance, damien for sure has his people looking around the house, I got into a phone booth and dialed ehshans number,

"Hel..." a hand covered my mouth and hung up the phone I tried to fight but in vain as I was drugged,

I cried and screamed as the hand muffled my mouth, I looked at the direction my house would be I screamed and thrashed in desperation, this can't be happening, I was so close, this can't be happening.

Rose's pov

It's been six months since this baby came into existence, 4 months since dad fell into a coma, 3 months since ethan simply vasnished from the face of earth, I sighed as I rubbed my baby bump, I regret it, I don't think I'll be able to separate the rape and trauma and the rapist from the baby, I don't think I'll be able to protect the baby from myself, i don't think I'll be good mother, it's so odd an unsettling, six months ago I was overly immature, my mental growth stunted because of isolation, I was a child with merely 12 years of mental age, and just in the span of six months, I am mature than the most 18 year Olds, I was forced to not grow up first, then I was forced to grow up fast, I never knew my life lacked normalcy, and maybe I would've gotten it if I wouldn't have been raped, if just things worked out as planned and I left after my 18th birthday, but my world was ripped from its roots hurled into sky and flipped upside down, what worse could happen than it already has I thought as I walked towards ehshans room to check if he was alive or not, if he was cautious enough and ended up OD'ING himself on whatever he stuffs and smokes in, it was just downward spiral for our family after ehshan left, first my unfortunate fate, then my pregnancy, then my fathers accident it broke us but we were holding each other strong not letting go, but ethan, he disappearing was the last straw, ehshan, he found solace in drugs and mom completely went out of control, and got obsessed with taking care of dad in hopes that he'll wake up and fix everything, fix us. Alex and I was left to salvage whatever was left of our lives, he tried to be there for me but work consumes him and his time and he is guilty for it, but I can't blame him, he has no life outside work, no freinds, gurlfreinds, affairs, parties, hobbies nothing, he just works non stop, he doesn't even has time for emotions for grief, he looks so much more older stress gas taken a toll on him, and me I am surprisingly coping well because I have to be there for everyone, but damien is there for me, we have grown close because of our shared love and longing for ethan, my crush on him is still how it was, but we are freinds now.

"hey....what are you thinking about?" I jumped as I resized I must've zoned out.

"just about how I ended up here, we ended up here" I replied with a sad smile as damien reassuringly squeezed my arm.

"Sit here" he said as he grabbed my wrist and made me sit on the patio chair and he sat infront of me on his knees and grabbed both my hands.

"What did I say? no bad thoughts its not good for the baby, you want him..." he began but I cut him off needing to get it off my chest.

"I don't know...." I trailer off as a tear rolled down my cheek and throat hurted as I finally let out what I actually felt,

"I dont think that keeping this baby was a good idea or not" i sobbed as I finally shared it with someone, I had no one to talk to it was killing me.

he squeezed my hand in attempt to comfort me.

"What do you mean?" he asked with a expression I failed to understand.

"It's just I think I won't be able to love him or her , it won't be as easy as I thought it would be, I mean I don't think I'll be able to separate the memories of his pig father, that sick bastard who ruined my life from this innocent soul, oh God how badly I hope that karma gets him good, leaves him with no private parts to rape anyone else" I cursed as anger seeped through me, memories running wild in my head haunting and taunting me.

Damien just remained silent comforting me,

"ow damien, I get it you want to comfort me, but you are squeezing my hand a bit too hard" I winced and damien let go of my hand.

he stared at me blankly, before giving me a firm smile,

"it's okay little Rose, everyone will pay for what they said and did" he smiled even further as he cupped my cheek and caressed it with his thumb, my breath hitched in my throat, how can he be so caring, so loving, I can't help but develop feelings for him, it's as if he read my mind, and heard my consent, he leaned forward too close to me and tucked my hairs behind my ear which were flowing harshly because of wind and I brought my sweater to me,

he just stared at me the proximity making my heart race, but in a good way, it's a shock that I haven't panicked nor any unpleasant memory broke the moment.

"May I?" he asked as he cupped my other cheek too and eyed my lips,

a soft smile stretched on my lips as I acknowledged how gentle he was and my consent mattered to him and I nodded shyly,

and he kissed me, and I just felt the kiss, no panic, no flashes, no hallucinations, just pure bliss, I felt loved.

Hello kids,

those who got to read kaffara before it got deleted know I have weird obsession with people escaping from AC vents and encountering other people having sex lol 💀💀💀💀

I need more comments alright, I love your sarcasm.

and next update will be tommorow or maybe Day after tommorow not sure,

but bye