save me

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Writer's pov

"What?" xavin asked his face clouded with disbelief,

this is absurd, its not possible.

"he my son, he is gone" Damien broke down hugging xavin, who still couldn't believe it.

"Rose?" he pulled himself out of damiens hold, and approached her.

"Rose" he tugged her arm, buy she stood there with a blank expression staring at the close casket.

"Rose" he called desperately holding her both arms and she looked at him with a huge smile making him frown in confusion.

"Lets go I can't wait to meet ethan" she chirped and he broke down hugging her tightly.

"What" she whined and pulled him away, she held his wrist dragging him towards the stairs but stumbled backwards aa he stood still.

"lets go, we need to meet ethan, I mean dimitri" she said her eyes shedding tears but she had a wife smile, her eyes blank, making her look manic.

"He is gone Rose" he cupped her cheeks trying to bring her back from her denial.

"You know the way to his room?" she asked pretending to not hear xavin at all.

"HE IS DEAD ROSE" xavin screamed shaking her, she stumbled and stared at him before smiling again,

"Okay I'll find his room by myself" she pushed his hand off and started walking wherever she wanted.

Damien was heartbroken at the loss of his son, he wanted a child since so long, he wanted a child so bad, he didn't care what was going on in the living room, he locked himself in his study, Irina watched with contentment as Rose descended to insanity,

"Ethan?" she called out happily looking around and scanning rooms and asking random staff about his room, everyone just lowered their eyes, they all cried seeing her, she finally was going to be able to see him, and she was so close.

xavin sobbed falling to his knees.

she disappeared into the hallway and he gathered himself following her.

"Oh my son, is asleep" she said to herself looking at the empty crib,

"shh" she smiled at xavin who was about call her again.

"You might wake him up" she giggled, it was bizarre, she looked like she was possessed,

"Rose" he held her hand gently, so much desperation in his voice, he just wanted to bring her back to reality.

"I'll just wait here till he wakes up" she said plopping down on the rocking chair and pulling her knees closer as tears slid out of her eyes, she looked exhausted.

"Rose he is dead, he left us" he sat on his knees placing his hands on his knees begging her to stop denying it.

"oh look how peacefully he sleeps" she pretended to not hear him and continued staring at the empty crib.

"ROSE" he screamed her name but it still had no affect on her, he paced the room in frustration before dragging her with him by her arm, he let go of her hand and opened the casket,

"look at him, he is gone" he showed it to her.

"no" Rose said refusing to look at her son,

xavin pulled her closer making her look at him.

"NOOOOO!!!" she screamed at top of her lungs, her hands shivering, she gripper her hairs, her eyes so wide open, the nerves from her head popping out, she screamed falling to her knees, she made no other sound just stayed there, xavin fell to his knees too pulling her in a hug and all of a sudden her hands fell to her sides, she passed out.