How We Planned the Future - 12th February

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Looking back in the past

We always had those times wherein you and I both planned the future.


We got along that our wedding would be set in a beach

And how we'll grow and get rich in our own career paths

You and I wanted to parent our future children in different ways

You wanted to be the chill and spoiling type

But I wanted to be the protective and nurturing one

Before that I already told you how I want to name my future daughter

But also before all that we planned things like

Going to a studio to get couple photos in our togas

Celebrating my 18th birthday in the suburbs 

Outing with our school friends after our graduation

And so much more.


But deep inside

I was planning

If I should accompany you at the airport

When you're already leaving

If I should give that one last  hug

When you're already leaving

If I should isolate myself and not see you that day

So that I wouldn't make myself cry.


I was planning

How I can independently earn my money

To go to you

When I can go to you so that

You wouldn't get tired of our relationship

What should I consistently initiate

So that you wouldn't get bored of me

And which things you might be interested in trying

So that you wouldn't get sick of me.


But now that I'm uncertain if

You're gonna be back

Or you still want me

I'm planning 

What should I do

When you leave me.



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