"You're the most beautiful flower I've ever seen, you are my water lily."
You said as you carried my light, fragile body under the sunlight that could almost blind me
You shook me vigorously but carefully just to scare me and let out little laughs from my mouth
Yet today I mourn for the hole you gave in my heart as beautiful face grow to drought.
"You're the purest flower I've ever touched, you are my water lily."
You said when you saw me for the first time, I didn't look my best but you were mesmerized
You took care of me like you selfishly wanted to keep me for yourself in those little pockets
Yet the purest flower you have seen is now covered with filth that you made her see.
"You're the most mature flower in the fields, you are my water lily."
You said when you encountered how many guys I've already dated through the fake screen
You were against it yet you always talk about it, in fact you always joke about it
Yet you didn't know that I always fell for them, I always gave my all, and I was the unfortunate bean.
"You're the most independent flower in the clear, you are my water lily."
You said when you saw how I could thrive and survive when you weren't here to watch how many months I couldn't eat or even rest
You didn't know how many nights I have cried for all the holes in my heart that I so wanted to tell you about
Yet you're the one who started the holes, I just looked for one real you in every guy
And I ended up having no heart anymore
Because there were too many holes.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Sun and Moon
NonfiksiJust like the sun; she's glowing and shining. A bright red color that symbolizes passion and fierceness. Until she meets someone just like the moon; peaceful and subtle. He's understated and he's there. She's there.
