I may be emotionless
Calm
Or even careless
That's what you see
That's what you all see
And I can't change that because
I was raised not to show my emotions
And express my feelings.
I get tired too
At school
At friends
At my family
At love
I may be tough and firm
Because I only say this sometimes
But when I say I'm tired
I'm unbelievably am
And I need comfort.
When something is happening in front of me
I don't really show any emotion when it's already occuring
Deep in my mind
I think and I feel so much
Who knew that the most quiet one
Had the most thoughts and feelings?
The more quiet I am
The more I am feeling
I don't talk about my feelings that much
When I feel like
I'm not being listened to
Or even cared for
So I just got used to it;
Not showing any emotion
Because I'm afraid to be judged
Or just realizing that
I can't fill in the blank space in my heart
No matter what.
It's easy to pretend and smile
When you know you have to
But why is it so hard to say things like
"I need you"
To the people you know you can count on the most
When you also know that
You have to?
YOU ARE READING
Sun and Moon
Non-FictionJust like the sun; she's glowing and shining. A bright red color that symbolizes passion and fierceness. Until she meets someone just like the moon; peaceful and subtle. He's understated and he's there. She's there.
