Pyaar Na Jaane Duniya Ke Fasane (Season 2)

The Confession part 2

"Kitna ajeeb hai n jab jiski zarurat ho tab vo nahi hota aur jab us zarurat ki chahat he na rahe tab vo zarurat Kashmakash bankar aa jati hai...

Kuch aisa he hua hai mere saath
Jab Saudamini ki zarurat thi,jab sachmein dil usse chahta tha tab vo mujhe chod kar kisi aur ke pass chali gaiee aur ab jab mai uske dard se ubhar kar age he bada tha ki... vo phir laut aiee
Meri zindagi mein...
Aur jab vo lauti toh maine dekha ki mera dil usse ab chahata he nahi hai...aur.. vo jise chahata hai vo ek aisa khubsurat shach hai jise vo apnaye ya dur bhage use samjh he nahi ara!!

Bondita ne kal he mujhse apne pyaar ka izahar kiya..par..maine ab tak usse jawab nahi diya...aur mai nahi janta ki mai usse kya jawab du...ye baat vo bhi samjhti hai ki mere liye usse jawab dena kitna mushkil hai ...mai uss se bohot pyaar karta hu par ho sakta hai ki mai usse kabhi na apnau phir bhi vo mere saath khadi hai...vo janti hai ki shayad mai usse khud ke karib kabhi na ane du phir bhi vo mujhse pyaar karti hai...itna selfless pyaar...shayad he kisi ne kisi se kiya hoga.....mai uska pyaar apnana chahta hu...par...attet aur aj ki iss kashmakash mein aise ulajh gaya hu ki mai he nahi janta hu mujhe kya karna hai..."

He sighed and kept the pen down and closed his persnol diary the book in which he wrote all those feelings which he could not express to anyone....
He closed his eyes and was lost in his thoughts when a sweet voice interrupted his thoughts....

Voice : sir...

yes it was bondita...

Anirudh quickly hided the book behind the news paper and looked at her...

Anirudh: tu..tum?? Tum yaha kya kar rahi ho??

Bondita: kyu?? Mai apse yaha milne nahi aa sakti kya??

Anirudh looked at the clock it showed quater to 1 ...

Anirudh: abhi raat ke pone ek baje ??

Bondita: haa ...mera mood kiya ki mujhe apko dekhna hai..toh mai agaiee...

Anirudh: mai koi Taj Mehel Hu?? Jo mujhe dekhne agaiee.??

Bondita nodded her head in no ...

Bondita: taj mehel nahi ...ap...Sansar ho mere..

Anirudh's heart skipped a beat when she said that...he looked into her tiny eyes which were fill with pure and selfless love from him...

Anirudh: mai sansar hu tumhara ??

Bondita: haa...mujhe ap mein apna sansar dikhaiee deta hai..Mujhe n pehele ye sab bate filmy lagti thi..par jab ap se mili toh pata chala ki jis se hum pyaar karte hai n uss insan mein hume humari duniya dikhne lagti hai...

Anirudh didn't reacted to her words but just kept looking at her with a gulp...

He moved his gaze to other side...and moved towards the couch and sat on it leaning his head towards the ceiling ...and closed his eyes....
After some times he felt soft hands pressing his forehead giving him a relaxed feeling ...he opened his eyes and found bondita massaging his head...

Anirudh : bondita..tum ye..

But she didn't allowed him to speak further and kept her finger on his lips...